Why

Why do I care what people think of me? Why am I constantly worried about going out in public because of what people that I DON'T EVEN KNOW might think about me? It makes no sense. If people don't like me, I really shouldn't care. Everyone is constantly judged on a daily basis, so why let their judgements stop me from doing what I want? I'm not going to let that happen. I will openly go out in public and achieve what I want. I can't let this hold me back anymore.

11 February 2014, 10:32 PM
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Self Worth

I didn't always have low self esteem. I didn't always talk negatively about myself. I realize I have flaws. We all have them. These flaws do not make us any less of a human being. NOBODY has the right to degrade you simply because of your flaws. NOBODY has the right to put down or negate your self worth. Always know that you are worth the air you breath. When others try to convince you otherwise, disregard those people from you life. Shun them from your mind. Life is already hard enough, you ...

10 February 2014, 12:01 AM
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Why I write

Possibly the most difficult question to answer. Why do I write? What kind of thing does writing do for me? What does writing making me feel or not feel? I have never been the most creative person. I think that become abundantly clear when a person truly gets to know me. I have never created anything original or unique. Art was never for me. I can hardly write words on a page let alone paint a portrait. I can't recall the moment I put a pen to paper and let my feelings out. I'm sure I've do...

26 January 2014, 01:32 AM
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Who am I?

I'm the note you can't hit when belting a song. I'm the flower in a bouquet that hasn't blossomed yet. I am Monday morning in the heart of winter. I'm the coffee you spill on your clothes. I'm the alarm clock that wakes you up in the morning. I'm the phone call you never wanted to receive. I'm the last leaf to fall off the tree in autumn. I'm the song you skip when your music is on shuffle. I'm the thoughts that haunt you late at night. I'm the feeling you thought you'd forgotten.

25 January 2014, 10:34 PM
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I hate where I am

College. Or as I'd like to put it, my own private hell. I feel so alone. Nobody understands. I have no choice but to stay strong despite my surroundings. I know I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I know those who I surround myself with are people I shouldn't even waste my time with. There is nothing I can do about it. I know I'm going to look back and be upset that my college years were wasted on feeling trapped, depressed, and lonely. There is absolutely no reason why I should feel so alone i...

08 November 2013, 06:18 AM
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"Does music help you cope?"

"Does music help you cope?" she asked It was a question of such short stride It was a question that I answered with pride Often times, when I think of you My heart hurts and I don't know what to do Sit there and cry? And tell all of my friends a lie? Music is an art It has the power to tear me apart Fortunately for me, Music fills me with glee So, when I think of you I'll be sure to sing a chorus or two... (Just felt like writing a little poem. I know it's not very good but oh well, I'...

03 November 2013, 11:21 PM
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Simplicity.

There is just something so simple and calming about the steam that comes from hot coffee. The coffee is losing steam, but still stays hot. I want to become the coffee. I want to portray myself as someone simple and calm. I want my problems, struggles and pain to float away, and I want to stay true to who I am... The only problem is....I'm still not sure who I am...

27 October 2013, 06:12 AM
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On Letting Go

I'm sick of being told I'm always miserable. I'm sick of being told I'm too serious. I'm sick of being told that I am always unhappy. I'm probably sick of it because it's all true. I am always miserable. I am always serious. I am always unhappy. I will never be 100 percent happy again. There will always be misery within me. I'm serious because life has shown me that things happen and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. People come and go, and some of these people never come back....

26 October 2013, 08:36 PM
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Fate loves the Fearless

I won't tell you my name, but I will tell you who I am. If this is ever read by someone, I don't want you to know my name, but I do want you to know who I am. I am a 19 year old girl living in the state of New York. Not the city. Not anywhere extravagant in New York. Just a city within the state. Nothing special. This will not always be the case; I have plans on leaving this dreary state and exploring the world, without fear. This post is being written so I can rid myself of all the fears I h...

21 October 2013, 09:03 PM
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