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Don't Allow With the Games

Why do we allow people to play with our hearts? Why do we allow them to cause us pain? Have more respect for yourself. If you like someone, tell them straight up. If you are sad, tell the person why. If they do not like you back, move on. Do not wait for someone who may never feel the same way. If there are mixed messages, ask them. You only have one life, so speak your mind, tell the truth, and have respect for yourself.

06 June 2014, 05:52 AM
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The Sunrise

For a while I felt hopeless. I lost track of life. I gave up on trying and yet I was clinging onto you. You were my hope. I hoped that you would like me for who I am. That possibly you would see the beauty that I can't. Having you would mean that people like me and that I am not just a face that I have a lovable personality. I put all of my hope into you and for a while it seemed worth it. Even though people told me to give up and that it would never happen I had the hope.I realized your game...

06 June 2014, 05:46 AM
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Waiting for the Rain

No matter how good my day seems, there is always that one thing that knocks me down. No matter how good. I want so badly to have a picturesque life. To fall in love, have best friends. a perfect family, and an amazing life, but right now that seems impossible. Like i am kidding myself. I want the epic summer romance, the epic college experience, and epic friends. I know that one day it will get better. That everything will be fine. But do you know what? Waiting for the day to come, is like wa...

05 May 2014, 03:37 AM
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The Rollercoaster

Everyday I wake up and expect the unexpected. Like many of yours my life is full of mysteries. I never know whether today will be a good day or a bad one. But you know maybe that is what god intended. Maybe he wanted to keep people on their toes. Today I finally looked up. Apart from my best friends I am entirely alone in school. I don't feel change from within me yet, but today I have hope. My life is a Rollercoaster and hopefully I will learn how to deal with it.

23 April 2014, 04:33 AM
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What's the Point?

Today a realization hit me. For years I have tried to be happier, to be care-free, and to be kind. For years I have kept every emotion bottled inside afraid to show the world the real me, but the truth is i am not quite sure who that is anymore and honestly I am petrified. I constantly dream about the future and for years I have wondered why, and today I realized why. The future I dream about is a lot better than the present. Dreaming about another possible life gives me the ounce of hope I n...

22 April 2014, 03:52 AM
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Hello Paper, Have You Met Life?

Like most of you, I dream about being a writer and need practice or need a place to express my feelings. I am not sure whether which need this diary is fulfilling yet, but please follow my journey through life and hopefully gain clarity within yours.

22 April 2014, 03:51 AM
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