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provehito in altum

22 July 2014, 08:04 PM
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exercise...

i'm proud of myself that i am actually putting forth a real effort.

22 July 2014, 07:24 PM
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just sitting and thinking of all the bad times with "bob". if i'm unhappy why can't i let go? I guess it's part fear of the unknown. part having to start my life over at 37. i know it's my fault this situation even happened today. but i did nothing that horrific for it to become this now ridiculous situation when " bob" gets all immature and says stupid crap like i'm switching my vacation blah blah blah. he made comments about doing stuff with the family. ugh. the crap that happened recently ...

22 June 2014, 10:58 PM
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it's been a while....

so here I go with the stupid dramatics of my like again. the whole "bob" thing is really overwhelming. one day I love him, the next idk, so on and so forth. my head is spinning and I'm ridden with anxiety.

22 June 2014, 10:51 PM
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attitude......

well here i go again having to deal with "bob's" shortly little attitude from this morning. he got pissed because the way i had to barrel down the driveway cause of all the ice and snow in the alleyway. really? you want to call me a stupid fucking bitch because dumb assholes can't move out of my way and just stand there like fucking retards?!? sometimes i am so sick and tired of the stupid bullshit with him. he just holds on and keeps the toxic energy flowing. fml!

19 February 2014, 12:01 AM
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this is going to be all day......

now i have to hear you wine about the drive into work! get over it. now your bitching about your dogs - don't have dogs if you're going to complain about them all the time. you're cruel to leave them in a crate all day. is it bad that i can't wait until your last day here next week?

18 February 2014, 01:46 PM
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yogurt......

omg! when i hear her eat her yogurt in the office in the morning i want to scream on top of my lungs as she annoyingly scrapes the fucking container like there is this magical never ending supply of yogurt that will come out of you scrape hard enough! wtf! i can't stand when people eat like animals!

18 February 2014, 01:29 PM
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pretzles & hummus......

a delightful afternoon treat at my desk!

14 February 2014, 09:02 PM
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golden jacket

11 February 2014, 04:29 PM
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you chew disgusting!

there is this girl in my office - let's call her penelope. she is so absolutely disgusting and appalling when she eats. i never knew it was possible for someone to actually chew yogurt! when she scrapes the container with her spoon i want to scream on top of my lungs. she smacks when she eats and when it's something crunchy you would think she is eating glass. i can't imagine what clients think when they have to have a meal with her. it's bad enough that her face resembles miss piggy in some ...

11 February 2014, 01:39 PM
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uber anxiety the continuing saga......

so i am guessing that things are panning out with the whole "bob" and brother bs. "bob" texted me yesterday and asked if my brother would be into going to an event with us. good sign i hope. i don't know why i am still obsessing with that whole situation as it happened back in the end of november. i guess it's one of the downfalls of ocd.

11 February 2014, 01:36 PM
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fun with the cp crew......

last night was a blast with the peeps from work. had my fair share of pbr and some good eats. lots of laughs!

07 February 2014, 02:27 PM
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love this quote by dr. seuss......

05 February 2014, 09:27 PM
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to my friend rm......

i miss the good times we used to have at work together. i feel bad that i was a complete asshole to you after the holidays. you did nothing to provoke my actions. it's just that "penelope" kept rubbing it in my face that she was becoming better friends with you than me. i understand she is insecure and needs to try and jump in and steal peoples friends to make herself feel better. but whatever i digress. i just miss our little trips on the road and lunch talks. i have to confess that it reall...

04 February 2014, 10:08 PM
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pure entertainment......

today just proves how stupid some of the people i work with are. it isn't brain surgery people. everything drama, drama, drama because you have some extra work to do. pathetic! you don't know jack shit little girl!

04 February 2014, 09:13 PM
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can't sleep......

"bob" is snoring like a wilder beast and i can't fall asleep. plus he's making funny sleep noises that are making me giggle.

04 February 2014, 04:48 AM
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bored!

is it bad that i would rather be home than at work right now? i am just not motivated at all lately. i love what i do, just not at this "place". it's so different than what i'm accustomed to. so ass backwards and too many condescending people that think they know it all. work at a real "place" bitches; they will chew you up then spit you the fuck out! i miss the good old days. i just feel like a useless manager that cannot use my true talents here. i don't think some of them could handle me i...

03 February 2014, 05:18 PM
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cmd......

i hope they are not hiring who i think they are to replace my girl! i just threw up in my mouth a little just thinking about it! continued...... sooooo they did offer the job to the person i thought mother f**king c**k sucking f**king f**kers!!!!!!!!!!

03 February 2014, 04:27 PM
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and another......

i need a wet floor sign at my desk!!!!

03 February 2014, 02:51 PM
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and now another pic of jared leto......

i <3 his hugo boss ad. uber sexy!!!!

03 February 2014, 02:48 PM
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