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The Best Friend

He holds me when we are alone, he tells me everything is going to be alright, he texts all the time, he wants to know the stupid things I have to say, he wants me to be happy, but why cant he be just enough, he was until I found something else, something irresistible, my best friend why can't I be happy with you, you have my best intentions, you know whats right from wrong, you guide me, give me advice, you console me, you give me a shoulder to cry on, you are there for me in my every living ...

24 February 2014, 06:24 AM
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Cant Get Enough

Your face flashes in my mind, your actions replay, your lips on mine, your body against mine, you watching me, me watching you, your breath panting, my heart racing, my mind trying to keep up, never having enough air to breathe, my sight goes blurry, eyes roll, closing as I succumb to the feeling, your lips finding mine, my arms desperately grasping what I can, cant seem to get enough, your toxicity rushing through me... its simple I cant get enough, I am stuck, until next time.

24 February 2014, 06:19 AM
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Star Struck

Fingers brushing the wall, following your heart beat just behind the wall, knuckles click against your door, the lock groans, the light spills into my eyes, just a single step and I am in your world, the door closes with a rush, fingers touch, lips meet desperately, my arms wind around your neck, your fingers work at the hem, lifting and ripping fabrics to my awaiting body, the thud of my clothes hitting the ground , its a tug a war as we rush into the room, falling to the bed where we shall ...

22 February 2014, 09:58 PM
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Through The Haze

My mind is foggy with smoke. The intoxication is dizzying. Thoughts are drifting in the waves. Everything is touch and go. One thing is weighing me down like an anchor. The storms is passing through and every once in a while I have a break through. The clouds part for a moment of clarity. Then the fog comes rolling in and I am stranded again. There is no sign to guide me in this unknown. I treed through deep water. Someone throw me a life raft my only hope of salvation. My anchor is pulling m...

03 February 2014, 04:09 AM
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Cant Hurry Love

I need love, love, to ease my mind. I need to find, find someone to call mine. But mama said, you can't hurry love. No, you just have to wait. She said love don't come easy. It's a game of give and take. You can't hurry love. No, you just have to wait. You got to trust, give it time. No matter how long it takes. But how many heartaches. Must I stand before I find a love. To let me live again. Right now the only thing that keeps me hangin' on, when I feel my strength, yeah it's almost gone. I ...

30 January 2014, 07:11 PM
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The Jerk

Love that I hate you. Hate that I want you. Love that I resist you. Hate that I think of you. Love that we cant be friends. Hate that you even try. Love that you make me mad. Hate that I want it to. Love that I love someone else. Hate that there are doubts. Love that you love someone else. Hate that you even exist. Love that you challenge me to be better. Hate that you take me to the dark side. Love that eye candy exist. Hate that you tempt me. Love that I can ignore you. Hate that I ever met...

30 January 2014, 12:24 AM
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Bad Energy

You have me drawn to your flame, I struggle to resist temptation. My only hope is to stay miles away, ignore your face when I see it, look at something else when we are in the same room, put my head down and look at the ground. If I know whats right, why is it so damn hard to ignore the rest. I am better than that, and for as long as I live, I will remind my self of the disgusting monster you are, and cherish that I can resist the darkest desires. Throw me all you want, all you have are rejec...

28 January 2014, 07:20 PM
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I Passed!

The satisfaction of passing a class is so thrilling. The excitement is like an adrenaline rush. You work so hard, you give up part of your social life, all for this one very special moment. All those tears, frustration, stress during the 3 week semester, was all completely worth it cause I passed. And I cant wait to share the news with everyone I love!!!

27 January 2014, 06:22 PM
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No Power

Heard every word you whispered miles away. Some were obscured. But others struck my good ear plain as day. The cardiograph beeped a rhythm I could shuffle to. You beat down the door but I don't owe you anything anymore. I'm shutting your office door. You won the battle but lost the war. No one's lording over me now. Ain't got no power. Aint got no power over me now. I shot straight off the edge. I guess the world is flat after all. That's what you said. It's just funny. Got lodged inside my h...

27 January 2014, 03:09 AM
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On The Same Page

When I call you I want your heart strings to feel as if they been tugged. I want you to feel my longing and my desire burning through the air. I want you to breathe heavily when I feel let down. I want your lungs and eyes to ache when I cry. If I hurt my self I want you to feel the pain to. I want you to feel the joy running through your veins when I am happy. When I am angry I want you to try to make sense of my jumbled up thoughts. Be in sync with every fiber of my being, only then will you...

27 January 2014, 03:03 AM
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Not Knowing

Life was not meant to be easy, hell, we would have flying cars, everyone would be rich, everyone would have a home, there would be no wars, end to hunger, no nothing. If everything was just so simple. Life is unpredictable, you may think your going to do something, but things end up changing and you have to change plans. Its understandable, it honestly is, the pressure you feel is completely normal. Just sit back, do what you have to do, pace your self, and you will be fine, I promise.

22 January 2014, 10:54 PM
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The Dark Side

The fiery anger that consumes you, the hatred, the violent passion that you can't seem to escape, the constant revaluation of the situation... that's jealousy my friend. The more aggressive it gets the more consuming it can get, and to tell you the truth its not normal, if its something your obsessing over and you cant seem to let it go. The insecurity, the negative feelings, the imaging of hurting someone.... just remember that the only person your hurting is your self as well as your signif...

22 January 2014, 10:25 PM
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Stop Hating

We are all born to live and our life ends, we will no longer exist. So why is there so much hatred, killing, and anger in this world! No one knows what truly comes after death, so who is to say whats right, and wrong, and why do we even care if we can not possibly find the truth unknown. Why cant we all be happy and want others to be happy??? Instead we create more issues, more stereotypes, more bias beliefs, etc. Religion, politics, race, gender, why do we allow this to define us as a whole ...

21 January 2014, 05:26 PM
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Lets Talk

Language was developed so we can communicate, without communication how could we get through the day? Say something, anything, talking is therapy. They say the best relationships are with those who you communicate best with. So do not sit there quietly let it all out, tell me all your feelings, vent, yell, scream, laugh with me, and I will be there with you in the moment. We were not mean to be alone, we live, breathe, and work together. So talk, say something.

21 January 2014, 02:50 AM
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My Dora

There she is, my precious baby, my joy, my love, my little princess. I am not a cat lover but I am a lover of her, just cause, I raised her up since she was a little baby. I watched her raise hell in the house, jump and tear down my curtain, sleep on my body and I am stuck in one place, and run around a 3 in the morning bouncing of the wall while everyone sleeps. But non the less, she brings joy, and I can never get mad at her cause she has such cute eyes, and wants to be loved not matter wha...

17 January 2014, 06:37 PM
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Forever A Dog Lover

It is true a dog is a man's best friend, but a dog is also a woman's best friend. I miss my darling Max who was my baby, my joy, my happiness, and I miss him at many times. However happiness is all I ever chased, and seeing him suffer from anxiety I gave him up and gave him to a lovely family, with many kids, and other dogs who can be his companion and give him all love he deserves, with high hopes that his anxiety will improve. I adopted him and loved him, and I know he loved me to. But ado...

17 January 2014, 06:22 PM
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You Will Live After Grief

Everyday someone looses someone significant, and we feel immense amount of pain drowning us in our sorrows. Let no one tell you that you need to move on, let no one rush you, let no one judge you, because grief has no limit of time. Embrace those who love you, and support you. Just remember you will recover, you will learn how to find meaning, and you will find happiness again. But no one can measure the time it takes to feel better, with time you will find your way again.

17 January 2014, 05:51 PM
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Read This And Believe It

Need I not say anymore? I think I should. Just because you had a bad day, someone was mean to you, the world was crappy, or overall your just felling negative, it is your choice, your decision, to make your self feel happy and be more positive. With your power of thoughts, you can think, believe, do, accomplish, and succeed to do whatever you put your mind to. Your are beautiful, each one of us has something so special that only the people we love will be able to witness it, unless you let t...

17 January 2014, 05:33 PM
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Sochi Olympics!!!

My favorite events to watch are the Olympics, nothing better then supporting your home country to greatness. Hope everyone is supporting there teams in hopes for Gold, Silver, Bronze! Everyone is a winner, the achievement is just to be able to be the best of the best and representing your country in the Olympics! Watch people live out their dreams, and get inspired :)

17 January 2014, 05:16 PM
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Skiing Season

Although most people are snow haters, its time to experience the beauty of gliding down mounts of snow and ice. The adrenaline rush of speeding down a hill, swerving from side to side gracefully, the blast of wind in your face. Its all so exciting. Go out and find the greatness in the snowy cold season, you might just find your self sweating out of joy.

17 January 2014, 05:12 PM
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