Rain all day again~~~

gloomy day again, but the weather is really suitable to lie down on the bed, hiding myself in the blanket. So mostly I spent my day on my bed and everything around me just went so slow. And yeah at night it's time for skype with my boy, today we talk happily again. Talk talk talk and somehow got into the 18+ topic 5555 just like our style. Hurrr I admit that I love him more and more everyday and yeah I love him so much and I really happy that my family like him and tonight I also can greet Ok...

29 June 2014, 05:35 PM
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Feeling soooo good~~~

Now I can say that my bf and I are in the stable stage. 5555 And today finally I have the courage to tell my parents about him. I'm so happy that my parents said ok about me getting in relationship with him. Yeah!!!! sooooooo happy and feels so release. My niece and nephew are so damn cute 55555 This all I can say for today. I'm sooooooo damn happy!!

26 June 2014, 04:37 PM
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I just wanna say it.

Today I mostly spent my day by doing mom's work and spent an hour at the funeral. Today I tried to contact my bf, but he lost contact for a day, and came back again in very late evening. He said today was a tiring and busy day. What should I do? what can I do? all I can do is just bury myself with mom's work. Then he told me if I wanna talk with him , tell him anytime. Of course I always wanna talk with him, but it depends on his free time, so I asked it. He said he's free but he's sleepy. Th...

23 June 2014, 05:31 PM
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Be healthy~~~!!!

Recently I obsess with healthy food and DIY beauty cream or scrub, so today I decided to buy some ingredients for those things. Time to say goodbye to my money again hooooo~~~ After shopping I made veggie juice, and it taste ok for me, but others don't like, because it's not sweet, whyyyyy? Then I sent picture to my bf, he also said it looks 'dangerous'. Thank you dear, I'm gonna make sure to make one for you when we meet again in Taiwan na!! 5555 Then he sent me a picture of Jack Daniel whic...

22 June 2014, 03:58 PM
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It's frustrating~~

Today I woke up because of the nightmare again, and the first thing was I sent message to my man that I had a nightmare. Then when he woke up he replied back so fast and told me that he gonna come back home soon to skype with me. And by that time there was a football match between Japan and Greece, and of course I cheer for Japan Hooray!!! Uchida sama is really really cuteeee!! After watching football match, I skype with my man, and talked about my nightmare, talked about his plan, talked abo...

20 June 2014, 04:58 PM
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Lucky day ^^/

Today I woke up early again and then my bf sent me the video that he made for celebrate our first month anniversary. So sweeet~~~ that's all the thing I can say. I always feel so warm and feel like something fullfill in my heart, maybe this is why I love him, because he fullfill me. Thank you for everything na ka Teeraak. Today's weather is like raining most of the day. And shit happen in the evening when I was driving to pick my sister up. At that time I felt really strange about my car but ...

16 June 2014, 05:37 PM
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Happy first month anniversary!

Finally, it's this day! Even though it's just the first month that we're dating, but it's important for me, because I can still date him and not giving up on him. Consider from my personality, this is beyond my expectation 5555 Today is a simple day again, but I'm in a gloomy mood because of my period,,, hurt like hell. And today I went to by grocery for tomorrow, because tomorrow I'm gonna start dieting on food, gotta eat clean and be healthy, yeah!! And just now before writing this diary, I...

15 June 2014, 04:45 PM
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It was just a nightmare.

Last night I had a nightmare that woke me up in the morning. I dreamed that I broke up with my bf and I cheated on him, shittt maybe because before I slept last night I were thinking too much about our relationship. But when I woke up, I almost cry because the first thing for my day was I saw the message that he sent me. He sent me message when he arrived home and said sorry that didn't say goodnight to me and said that when he saw my pic he feels calm and happy. He even said that I'm a mutan...

13 June 2014, 04:35 PM
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Maybe it's fading away~~

Today started with rain. Raining almost all of the day, today our family planned to go meet my sister at the temple. Now she's in the meditation camp, then after we went there, I've seen my sister living so good at the temple hehehe. Today I chatted with my boy but he seems to be busy with cleaning his room and tonight he also went to party with his friends. Maybe because of the weather today that made my emotion kinda moody, my thought has travelled to some space again. Sometimes I don't fee...

12 June 2014, 05:16 PM
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Yes!!!!!!

Hello diary! haven't written for a few days. I've been lost in paradise 555 Today was a great day again. Finally, finally, finally the present that I sent to my boyfriend has been arrived at his home yeahhh he got it and then recorded video while he was unpacking it and sent to me. He's soooo cute 555 And I sent the videos that I recorded while I was on my way to sent him present too. It's a present to celebrate our first month anniversary. It's not easy for a long distant relationship. I'm t...

11 June 2014, 03:17 PM
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Freaking happy!!!!

Today I started my day normally. Talking with my boy since morning and so happy with it. Then around noon I got the news about my enrollment for master degree, I'm freaking happyyyyy, finally I can really go to Taiwan, and I got the government scholarship too. My parents are really happy about it, and I think my dad gonna tell the whole world 5555 He's so cute. And I'm so proud of myself that I can make them happy. Today I was living in a happy moment. My boy skype with me a bit before he wen...

07 June 2014, 04:56 PM
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Almost forgot!

5555+ I almost forgot to write the diary for today. It was a busy day and I'm doing some work for my mom. Hooooooo so tired, but I'm happy I can talk to my boy. Now he's in Shanghai. I miss Shanghai sooooo much, wanna go there again with my beloved friends. And I'm so happy to see he was wearing my ring while he was traveling. I like him more and more. Miss him so much. This night still young, I have to finish my work. Fighting!!

06 June 2014, 05:34 PM
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I was waiting,,,,,

Today was kinda gloomy day because he didn't contact me since last night. I woke up early to wait for his skype, but finally it past half day and don't have any contact. I was worried a lot, I was afraid something bad might happen to him. And finally he contacted me again in the afternoon and then I just know the reason, because there was a heavy rain in China, that's why the internet was not good. I'm so relieve that he's ok. And the sentence in this picture made my day. I'm so happy that he...

05 June 2014, 03:45 PM
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Raining~~

Rain rain rain, pain pain pain. Today was raining all day. I woke up early to start my day, then did simply things for one day: drive my car, do work, play with niece. such a peaceful day, and yeah I turn off the internet for half day because I suddenly felt like I addicted to social network too much, I always keep missing him, waiting for him, and then I think this is not good, I should live my life happily, so I throw away the phone drive my car and go outside meet some people. This help me...

04 June 2014, 04:01 PM
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I'm home~~~~

Nice timing to write diary, now it's 23.25 pm here. Finally I can be home, yeah! and the train was arrived on time, rarely happened 5555 today I was sooooo happy, I met my family, my nephew my niece and I can drive my car yeahhhh!! haven't drive it for a long time, missing this chilling time. But yet since there were good things, there were bad things too, todat so many bad thought about my relationship has come into my mind. Maybe I was a day dreamer now, living in a fantasy, but when I thin...

03 June 2014, 05:17 PM
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I'm going back home~~~

Finally this day has come!! Hooray!!! Today was a tiring day, I woke up in Sis's dorm, had a little chat with my boy, actually I wanted to skype with him, but in the end we didn't, stupid me ==" then I had to come back to 3j for packing stuff, checking out, but I just realized I have sth. to do at university and had to go some places for mom's business, hurrr so tired. After checking out from 3j, because our luggages were too much, so we have to separate, then here's come the fight between me...

02 June 2014, 01:33 PM
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Moving on

Today I planed to move stuffs from my dorm to my sis's dorm. since I graduated now and gonna move back to my hometown tomorrow, so I have to move some necessary stuffs to my sis's dorm. In the morning I lined with my Teeraak, and honestly I wanted to talk more but he have to go out. At first I said it's ok we don't need to skype but when he asked me to say my true feeling, I can't handle it, I can't lie, so I told him I'm not ok I cried everyday since he's gone, then he said he wanted to Skyp...

01 June 2014, 01:57 PM
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First diary here, haven't write sth like this for so long 555

First thing to say "Shittttttt, how can I rotate photo, damn it!" Ok, This is the first day that he went really far away from me. Our long distant relationship has started. I think I still can't get used to it. Today I think about him all day long. What should I do? I try to live normal, but my head still have his pictures pop up in my mind. I miss him, that's it! However, I think I will get used to this situation soon, I still believe in my adaptation 555 Wish to see u soon my Teeraak. P.s...

31 May 2014, 03:51 PM
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