It's me. crazy bitch!
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Nothing just I have class today.I miss him so much. He bought new mobile and busy with installing app.so we didn't talk much. I'm chubby girl. Haqil is thin boy. And it doesn't mean he is bald it is just he has low level of eyebrow Hahaha however I still love him...now we use jub jub for kiss^^…so cute!
My boyfriend always send me message in the toilet. He said he miss me but why mostly from the toilet?? I have no idea too hahaha.
ช่วงนี้ไม่ได้ทำไดเลย...คอมเสียเซ็งสุด...ต้องมาอัพผ่านมือถือ...เห้ออออ
As you see in the picture, Haqil said he is sorry. I know I am unreasonable and I’m sorry for that. When you stay with friends you have to give them time. It is not good if you are with friend but you keep calling or chatting someone all the time. And in his social there when you stick together you have duty in group, for example go to buy food ,clean room, cook food etc. Haqil has to cook but he ignored it because I act like a idiot so other friend has to cook instead. I feel so bad. Then h...
Yeah we fight this morning. why? because I am a self-centered girl and he made me feel lonely by left me alone. He went out with friends. He hung out with them. yes it is nothing wrong but we didn't chat much since 15th...maybe it is my fault that I feel lonely...I think I should find other thing to do and stop missing him...cause he doesn't know how much I miss him and it is only me that feel hurt!! I just realize I can't control him he has his life. his life belongs to him...it hurts really...
I don't know what is happening to me I just feel nobody wants me. I feel lonely I feel useless. I am not supposed to feel this way but it happened. sometimes I think why was I born. Do I have depression? I'm not sure. maybe. I just hope I will be better soon!!
After he reached Quetta, his internet get worse. He called almost everyday to say "I can't chat with you. I don't have internet but I will try to borrow WIFI device. So let's chat tomorrow". Until yesterday somehow he could be online. I was so happy when I saw him. I noticed that his hair is long now. It doesn't matter how look he is but I prefer when he has skin head hair style. he lives with his cousin. I had a chance to talk with them. They spoke so fast in the same accent as Haqil has. ye...
It is time for real speaking and listening when we have no internet! So we can't chat we have to talk on call. We know each other almost year it doesn't mean I never heard him speak but it is not easy to understand him because he has his own accent...just like me I have Thai accent...and he pronounces some words in different way (obviously he pronounces it wrong!). I try my best to understand him but I can get only simple sentences. By the way he called me on mobile...yeah no internet so he c...
Haqil told me yesterday he will go to live in Quetta for 3 months. After that he will come back for his new semester. Yeah you know Pakistan is rural area so some place there is no telephone signal. I'm so worried because last time he went back home for 1 month he didn't contact me everyday he just called me 2-3 times in that month. And this time he will go for 3 months! I can't bear really. But it is better when he said to me his friend who will go with him he has WIFI device. I don't know w...
Baby,yesterday you said to me 'see you tomorrow. But today you don't send me any message, you don't call me. I'm just wondering what is happening to you. You forget me? You enjoy spending time with friends? You are busy with something? I don't know I just stay in my place and miss you. I love you Haqil.
Yeah I was playing game then he sent me message. I chat with him for awhile then he left so I went back to game. But sometimes i just think 'If you are so close to your sir, why don't you ask him to be your girlfriend?'. Hahaha sound like I'm crazy for him.
I know you have examination wait for you. But somehow I feel lonely.It was busy night for you I know. But ok we will be fine. I just complain as a girl. I love you very much Haqil!
ช่วงนี้ไม่รู้เป็นอะไรขี้โมโห ก็คนอื่นมันปากสุนัขกวนเราก่อน โมโหมาก ตบได้อยากจะตบแล้ว เป็นผู้ชายซะเปล่า แก่กว่าแต่ไม่รู้จักวางตัว เป็นผู้ชายแต่ทำตัวอย่างกับผู้หญิง แก่ก็แก่แต่อายุ น่าโมโหชะมัด
รักของเรา...เป็นรักที่จะไม่สมหวัง...เราเองก็รู้ แต่...มันรัก...รักไปแล้ว...รักมากมาย...ผู้ชายคนนี้ ไม่ได้หล่อ ไม่ได้รวย กำลังจะแต่งงาน...แต่ทำไมเรารักเขา??? เรารู้ว่ามันผิด...แต่เราก็รักเขา...รักอย่างกับคนบ้า...โทษใครก็ไม่ได้เรามันโง่เอง...ก็คงทำได้แค่ทำวันนี้ให้ดีที่สุด...มีความรักให้เขา...รักและปรารถนาดี...อยากบอกเธอว่า...ผู้หญิงไทยคนหนึ่งคนนี้...รักเธอ...มากมาย...ฮาคิวบ้า!
Since Thailand has curfew, out traveling is worse everyday. As news that go to other country make tourists stop coming to Thailand. So my bosses said we didn't gain much money so they have to reduce all staffs salaries for survive! including me! Normally I earn 15000 baht(Thai money) but now they willl pay me 9000 baht! you know I pay for my apartment almost 4000 baht! what about next month professor will start class so I have to go to class in Bangkok every weekend and it is a lot of money. ...
yeah how boring! my professor sent me message yesterday she said my assignment need more reference and I spelled wrong many words so I have to recheck it and add more reference. nothing I just complain here everyone complain about life here. Am I right? hahaha It is ok I will do it today but I don't promise that I will finish it today ok? I'm kinda lazy girl!!!
Finally we fight! He said that I am a free girl he will not ask about my personal life anymore. He said he will not ask that I chat with other or not,why sleep late or whatever. I reply that he never believe me and hr said because I lie I didn't tell the truth until he asked again and again. Honestly I feel tired I can explain but I didn't wanna explain. It is like...I never do anything right for him...it doesn't matter how many times you say you love him because in the future again he will d...
This morning I woke up at my 6 o'clock. Somehow I checked my whatsapp because I thought my boyfriend maybe he would leave message for me and yes he left message,Just said goodnight. I slept again then around my 8 o'clock he sent me message. I woke up cause chat alert. We talked like usually then he started to investigated me about my sleep time. He said I lie I didn't know what I lie I explained to him not much I just thought he had examination so he should not worried about me and we should...
welcome to my life! Today everything is ok. Yesterday my boyfriend was mad at me because I chatted with my ex! it was nothing just my ex is not a bad guy so no reason to hate him. it doesn't mean no relationship so we have to hate each other. I have no choice my boyfriend was jealous. He made me promise for not apply other boys' chat. I promised! so everything is fine. I know I love him with no condition he can forbid me for contact other boy,I'm cool with it. But I will not forbid him for a...
Today is your examination day. I just hope you will pass it with all luck you have. I will pray for you darling. I love you very much. Just love for you baby. Be happy!
