What's the point of going to highschool? I learn so many things I know for a fact I won't use in the future. I make friends that leave me so in the end I have to make friends all over agian.I don't enough courage to stand up for what I believe. I watch people being put down and I put others down by not taking to them and Iignoring them. I feel like a monster trying to become something better.... Will that ver happen? Will I ever change?? I'm trying...I'm always trying.