Went out with my bff a month ago I think.. or maybe 2 weeks ago to a mall in Manila. I saw the guy I saw at the movie theater near my area. It felt like destiny. lol kidding
I may have an alter ego who hates everyone who isn't my bestfriend or my family
Whenever I see someone with some wrong grammar on his/her posts on the internet I always cringe in horror. #sorrynotsorry
I'm going back to school again next month after a year and I'm not the least bit excited. If I could, I wouldn't wanna go back but then I would be defying the social norms and my future wouldn't be as good because having a GPA of 1 and diploma and graduating as cum laude is my ticket for a luxurious life because I wasn't born rich so i have to work hard if I wanna live in Roppongi hills. damn you life. If there is someone out there who is living the life and was born rich who is reading my en...
I got a thing for guys with hair up to their shoulders. (And I lose it when they tie it!) But I would only approve if it's Haruma or Sato though... hehe
Sometimes when I'm alone, I make funny faces in the mirror and I laugh at it.
Also, I had some company last night who I just met there. For some reason, most of the audience there were around their late 20's so I was only one of the few who were like 18 or something. The people whom I was with were 32 and 28 and the oldest one had the highest energy of all of us. I don't know if I'm just an introvert but her energy for me is just too damn high. It was fun being with her actually but it was just tiring for me. There were times I was starting to see her as obnoxious. Eit...
Guess what? I did saw him again last night in the block screening but of course, not everything went as I planned it to because that only happens in movies. #sadreality Anyway, the movie kicked ass so it was fine. I wanna watch it again though huhu
I keep on contemplating that I'm on the right age to have a boyfriend, my sister already had one when she was 18. I noticed that I always keep reminding myself it's okay to fall for a guy. It seems like I'm so scared of liking someone so much more than myself.
I'm going to the block screening of a movie tomorrow, I hope I see the guy from the previous block screening. I even practiced how I will approach him if I do! I'm so pathetic haha
I can't even buy new clothes. sighhhhh
It's so childish that I get mad about my parents not giving me anything on my birthday. Not even a cent. I mean, i should learn to understand and I do. I just feel so disappointed. Every month I attend a friend's debut and maybe that's why I feel a bit sad that my parents can't even pay for my birthday dinner. Seeing all the parties I've been to, my friends are so lucky to have families like that. I'm thankful for mine but it just sucks that we have to work for everything ten fold.
Suck it up. Be a grown up. You're 18 now!
What's more annoying is that I have to pretend that I'm in a good mood in my classes today.
I wish I could just cry the whole day today but I can't because I have classes.
Guess what? I turned 18 today but it may be the worst birthday ever. My dad greeted me, (like he always do) but said sorry that he can't even give me a gift. I mean, i don't really care about gifts the problem is that he couldn't give me anything. I'm so pissed that I'm using my salary for my birthday dinner. It's supposed to be them who should be spending their money not me. My mom didn't even bother greeting me when she came in to my room this morning. Birthday dinner? What am i expecting?...
I'm not a party girl but I wanna know what a legit party feels like. except for the grinding though, i don't want that. haha
In a sea of friends, I don't know why I still feel lonely.
I wish I was more of a "hey" person when some new person starts talking to me rather than being all "Hiiiiiiiiii!!!!!"
I don't know if he was staring at me because I looked good or the complete opposite.