I went to Jamba juice yesterday and I can't tell if the guy making my drink was friendly or flirty. My socializing skills are so bad that I can't tell
My stalking skills aren't that great to successfully hunt him down on the internet!
I tried hunting him down on facebook, haha! Who am i kidding, impossible!
I saw a guy in the movie theaters today. He was cute. He kept looking my way. We always have that eye contact but we both dont have the guts to say anything to eachother so I ended up going home with nothing happening. If ever I see him again..... i'll have longer eye contact with him. haha!
I don't know if I have forgotten how it is to fall in love or if I have ever been in love my whole life.
I wonder how it feels to fall inlove?
My thoughts are scattered and I don't like it. I can't write down everything I want without having to delete the next lines and re-write them again.
I went out with my childhood friend today. I think this may be our first time going out together because we practically stopped talking after our first year in high school and we were too young to go out by ourselves during elementary school. It was fun I guess, I was surprised she gave me a gift. I forgot I was gonna be 18 in a few weeks so this was our pre-birthday celebration. For me, I just wanted to see her and see what she's been up to for the last 2 years. I think our relationship sta...
I noticed that the more often you repeat a lie, it feels more real and you start believing it's the truth.
Few nights ago, I had some trouble sleeping because of my midnight thoughts. They aren't about life or boys though, it's about the restaurants I want to eat at and longboard tricks I wanna do on my future board. I can't believe this kept me awake for an hour or so however a few nights after those stupid thoughts, I started imagining myself going back to school and it gave me a fear I never knew I had. I was always confident with myself, I know I'm friendly and I know I can make friends pretty...
I'm never the person who get's jealous of what other's have.... probably with the state I'm in I realize who lucky people are and it just annoys me on how some of them can't see it. Some attend concerts with tickets worth my tuition fee. If ever I get hold of that money and my favorite band is coming, I'd probably feel guilty on spending it all on one night. Going back to the lucky ones, It's annoying how some people seem to be oblivious on how hard their parents work for it. I had classmat...
Ed sheeran future concert in my place
Can't believe it. ED SHEERAN IS ACTUALLY COMING FOR A CONCERT HERE! I'm happy as hell because it's my dream to see him live however, I don't think I might be able to attend it. I have a job that can pay for tickets however I give almost all of that to my mom to help her so yeah.... I'm still hoping for a miracle to happen.
A fraud (?)
Okay, so my students actually think that I'm 20 years old and I'm done with college. Sometimes, I feel like telling the truth to those students who I've become really good friends with but then I'd think "why would he care tho? lol" Which is actually true. We have this company rule to stay professional but sometime we tend to have lesson like free conversations where we just talk about anything in English. I don't think I see the line between public and private information? Maybe because I do...
Okay, so Hi! You can call me Bey and from today onwards I will try to post my thoughts in here hoping that I stop talking to myself when I'm alone. I am 17, turning 18 this year and I guess I'm pretty normal. I can also say that puberty did me well, haha! I love music so I play three instruments and sing for a band. I also draw and paint in my spare time. Usually, I talk to students online because I'm an English teacher on the internet but I have to use my sister's name because I can't work y...
I finally decided to make journals again, I noticed I have been talking to myself quite a lot lately so I think it's time to have an outlet. Making journal entries is a good way for me stop "publicly" talk to myself, so I do it on the internet instead. Before making any entry, I checked the entries from others and I noticed that most of the entries have sad or deep contents. It made me think that my current life is pretty good. Not that I'm saying it's perfect but it's fucked up in it's own ...