Returning

I'm supposed to be returning to school soon, as winter break is ending. I love my school and I have friends there, which is something that I am not used to. Despite my friends and my excitement over my new classes, I am terrified of returning to school. At school, I don't have my family looking out for me. At school, my partner is far away and I cannot go pick them up to spend the night whenever I get lonely. At school, I have to face the things that have happened over break that I am not sur...

09 January 2017, 07:31 PM
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Recovery is Slow

Today: 140.9lbs How do I feel about that? Well, I feel disgusting. I feel that I used to be smaller. I was down to 125 before graduation and I will probably never be that small again. I'll never fit into my Cotillion dress from Junior year again. But, I also feel good about it. I have been eating, and as terrible as that feels, I know its good. I know that being able to get up every day and eat is a really good thing thing for me. I know it means I've made progress. As much as it kills me to ...

08 January 2017, 09:30 PM
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