Happy thoughts ...

Sometimes, I am just thinking of some funny ideas whenever I'm all alone .. It helps me to realize that there are things which are not really needed in able to be happy. Honestly speaking here, this is the moment when I finally think how friendship is important rather than having a relationship with a man. Before, I was contented in my man's arm and dealing with a relationship I never that will end someday .. Until this moment came where my heart was really broken and cannot manage to love an...

14 December 2014, 07:41 AM
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Expectations ..

I didn't expect that life will be difficult if I will reach my dream. I thought, everything will be fine after that but I was wrong. It is not that easy as I thought. It seems so relax if you're gonna think of it but when you are already there, it's like you wanted to quit and never do it again. It's totally different from what I imagined before I get here. What can I do, I am here now, just have to finish it no matter what.

10 December 2014, 10:27 AM
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Pain demands to be felt </3 ...

Behind those smiles, there are tears. Behind those laugh, there is sorrow. Behind those joy, there is pain. And with every happiness that we had in life, there is always a broken heart.

07 December 2014, 08:11 PM
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Forever Alone :((

For once in my life, I'd never imagined that life will be boring to me. I'd never imagined myself walking on the sidewalk alone. I'd never thought that I'm gonna watch a movie with empty seat beside me. I'd never see myself eating with nobody in front of me and I'd never knew that I'm gonna have lonely nights because your arms are not around me anymore. I miss us. I miss everything that we had. I miss those smile every time we will meet after a very long week. I miss those hugs and kisses be...

07 December 2014, 07:51 PM
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Love???

I don't believe in love anymore. I was hurt a lot of times believing in love and I am very tired of it.They say that, once you fall in love, be ready to get hurt and I always am and I never get the happiness out of it. It is always pain, stress, frustration. I am so damaged because of love. I hate that feeling so much. I hate love. It is a word that I couldn't imagine to exist once again in my life. I'm not gonna let that to happen. My heart was really broken and there is no way to fix it wit...

24 November 2014, 07:27 AM
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Dying Soul ...

Depression. It's everywhere nowadays. I don't know where I can find a peaceful place to relax. I'm really frustrated and confused about myself. I don't know anymore what I really want. It's like, I was eaten by my own possesion and I cannot figure out everything that I wanted to do. It's like I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up because that's the only solution I see to escape from this tiring world. I am really done with this. I am hurting . I wanted to cry because I feel hopeless. I fe...

24 November 2014, 06:39 AM
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Walking Away . . .

From the very beginning, I knew that it was wrong but I still pushed through with it because I thought that I can be happy. I thought that you can give all the things that I wanted to have since you are the very first man who made me feel someone special and I never really experience that to any single guys. But then again, I realized that it was not the right thing to do to just to be happy because at one point, we were hurting people. We hurt somebody else and we can never have a peaceful l...

22 November 2014, 12:44 AM
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I really feel like a trash today. Do you know the feeling that you really wanted to help people but you wasn't able to do that because you cannot barely understand them and they are not giving you a chance to do so because for them you're just a waste of time. I am really trying to push through my ability to listen with all of their concerns but they were like talking too fast so instead of pulling up a solutions, I end up with a dead air over the phone and I wasn't able to resolve anything f...

20 November 2014, 01:59 AM
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It's really hard to choose. It's really hard to decide right now. I know it's wrong but I am scared to loose everything that I have and he is my everything. He is my happiness, he is my future, he is my life. How can I start without him? How can I live if I'm gonna throw him away? I know he is not for me anymore but what will I do? He also wanted me to be in his life for a reason I couldn't really understand. I am not sure if he's just creating those power words to make me stay beside him. I ...

18 November 2014, 01:19 AM
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A robot love ..

While I am watching this movie, I didn't imagine that feelings would be possible for robots. But since Tadashi created Baymax to cure pain, it's like, he get used to care for people not knowing that he is already putting some emotions to it and it's like he is a robot with a heart. His love for Hiro is great and he acted like a brother to him that's why I love this movie so much. It's really amazing and I was like a little bit emotional because of the letting go part but since Baymax is a rob...

18 November 2014, 12:57 AM
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Big Hero 6 !!!

You must watch them in cinema !! They're really great !!! <3 Love them all... \^_^/

18 November 2014, 12:50 AM
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BAYMAX ^_^ <3

Hello guys!! I am baymax. Your health care companion .. <3 ^_^ :)

18 November 2014, 12:48 AM
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I really don't know what to do anymore .. I am very confuse right now .. I didn't know whom I can trust anymore. It's like nobody can understand me .. I am really screwed.. This would be the dumbest moment of my life .. If I can just escape from it, I'm gonna go to a very far place where I can live my life in peace and start all over again .. </3

10 November 2014, 07:05 AM
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Don't Judge !!!

It's really funny when people was trying to judge you just for the sake of saying something. It's kinda weird for me because they don't even know anything and they putting up some issues that you didn't know where was coming from. It sounds irritating to me but I just laugh at those people who love to do this activity because they didn't notice that the defect was also in their life. It's like they are just trying to cover their own flaws instead of doing better things to fix those imperfect...

08 November 2014, 09:18 AM
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Now he is mad. We supposed to see each other today but because of that irritating thing, it was cancelled. I hate this. I don't know when he will gonna talk to me again. I really pissed him off but it's not intentionally. It's just this day is not really for me that's why I am experiencing unlucky things today. Haiist! What a day!! So perfect to stress me out !!!!

08 November 2014, 08:49 AM
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Unlucky !!!

This is a very bad day .. Everything was like against with all my plan .. They were all the reverse of it. That's why sometimes, I hate planning. I rather do it surprisingly instead of thinking how will it goes or how will I do it. Many persons in my life was really affected with this unlucky day. I disappointed them. I really hate myself every time it happens to me .. I'm so pissed .. Everything is so irritating to me. I hate it. Super!!! Grrrrr .... >_<

08 November 2014, 08:32 AM
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Happy Halloween !!!

02 November 2014, 07:46 AM
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So Pissed !!

Do you know the feeling of being ignored by the person you trusted once then suddenly will turn his back from you? Do you know the feeling when the person that you're trying to help with will just answer you, "no, it's fine."? Do you know the feeling when a person will just gonna erase you in his life for a quick interval of time? Confusing right? And yet hurting.

01 November 2014, 02:36 PM
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Behind your shadow ..

Sometimes, we say that we are hiding behind our shadows. There are circumstances in this world that you have to hide somewhere else just to suit yourself with the crowd. It is really hard doing that because sometimes, it will end up losing your own identity or you didn't know yourself anymore. However, there are people who still do this because they just wanted to be socially known by the scrum and they also like to learn different personalities in able to adjust themselves with such scenar...

01 November 2014, 03:35 AM
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Silence

This is where I'm gonna live my life for now. I'm tired being used and abused by others so I'm gonna hide myself for a while and be back when I can finally say that I've changed and nobody can hurt me anymore. </3

29 October 2014, 11:47 PM
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