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Thursday 18th June 2015

My friend wasn't in today either. I think she's still grieving which I get. I think I've made up with my three friend I fell out with today. We laughed and talked like we used to even though I know were not so close anymore. It was awkward at first but I think were okay now. I'm so relieved, I hate arguing with my friends. Can't wait till tomorrow either! I'm getting my hair cut! I hate my hair at the moment because its fluffy and to thick. I have a few ideas in mind but I think my favourit...

18 June 2015, 07:04 PM
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Wednesday 17th June 2015

One of my friends wasn't in today because she had a funeral to go to. I hate funerals and I honestly feel for her. I haven't been to a funeral in the last 3 years, luckily. The last one I've been to was my Great Grandma's. She was about 83 and died of cancer, bless her. I loved her so much. I regret not seeing her more but I always remember our time together. What do you think happens when you die? I think reincarnation. I only started really believing it after my Great Grandma died because...

17 June 2015, 06:51 PM
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Tuesday 16th June 2015

Mums been stressed for a while and I don't think I'm helping. I think this morning she almost hit breaking point. The past two years have been stressful for all of us as mum and dad are getting a divorce soon. Mum got a new boyfriend who in my opinion was a dick but mum loved him so I tolerated him. They had been together a year a few months ago but they split up due to some problems. He wasn't comfortable being with mum when she was still married and he had some psychological problem to whic...

16 June 2015, 03:31 PM
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Pressure

I'm one of those people who hates expressing my feelings and talking about them. I just don't get in school we have to say how we feel about something we've read or how we feel towards something. I get you can have an opinion but we have to say how we feel in detail. We've been reading a play in my English class and my teacher keeps telling us to write down our feelings towards characters. It's frustrating because I don't know what to write and there's pressure to have a sort of soppy feeling...

15 June 2015, 04:58 PM
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Monday 15th June 2015

School as usual was boring. But it was also quite interesting today. There used to be a girl called who came to my school but then one day just stopped coming in. Apparently her mum home-schooled her but no one knew why. Today she finally returned at the most awkward time of the year when were doing our end of year exams. I wasn't friends with her but one of my other friends was. She hasn't changed much. She kept on saying "Why is everyone so wierded out I'm back?" I just thought 'Oh, I dunno...

15 June 2015, 04:38 PM
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Sunday 14th June 2015

I went to the beach with my friends today. I needed this break. I've fallen out with three of my friends and my other friends have been so loyal. I'm not as fussed now though because if they were good friends we would of made up by now but I still have my other two amazing friends. We were at the beach for 6 hours and we had dinner there. I'm glad to have such great friends. Two of us began singing Avril Lavigne as loud as we could and then I began dancing in the shop to some music. We were b...

14 June 2015, 06:43 PM
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