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Love, you say?

I haven't been able to write for months, but don't worry I kept everything in my heart so Ill write it all down one by one following what I truly learned from it. Reading my past notes made me realise how I really changed for the better and how I'm dreaming of goals with so much ambition. I moved to London five months ago, that's partly the reason that kept me reason but the main reason is love I suggest. As you already figured out I had my first boyfriend even though I'm not allowed regardin...

20 May 2015, 11:58 PM
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Dilemma

Sometimes living with the family can be great. Sometimes you feel like it would be much better living alone. I really want to live alone because it feels like that me and my family thinks different which causes alot of troubles and misunderstandings. Since I am a really sensitive person I dont think that I can hold on any longer. But if I live alone it would disappoint my family and moreover i would feel really lonely. The reason why I cant live with my family is because my older sister (cous...

15 September 2014, 09:06 PM
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Hardships are part of life

It has been so long since the last time i wrote my diary. But i've kept everything inside me so I'm all set up to just spit it out. Since so much happened the last months i'll tell you everything by little and little every day. Today, I just want to share with you how funny it REALLY is to start gymnasium- it's like mixed college and high school in Sweden. I already made friends and I really like my new class moreover I like the school. The school is kind of pig but we are only 75 pupils in t...

05 September 2014, 06:03 PM
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Tell me, where did I go wrong?

I used to hear about depression, but I never cared about it. I used to see a classmate get bullied, because of her depression. I used to think of depression, but I only thought that those who wanted it would get it. I used to hear that depression is HELL but I didn't even know what "hell" was. I used to hear that people with depression would commit suicide... most of them,but I didn't believe that. Now I am wondering what I was thinking all this time. Now I am the person who has depression, b...

06 May 2014, 05:53 PM
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Who am I?

I am a girl who can't show her real "her" to the world. I am a girl who is invisible but not invisible. I am a girl with no hopes or dreams or goals. I am a girl who want to find herself. I am a girl with no positives. I am a girl who want to have some confident but can't. I am a girl who have been through so much. I am a girl who wants to help people but can't even stand up for herself. I am girl who takes orders. I am a girl who gets manipulated easily. I am a girl who definitely can't stan...

02 May 2014, 06:49 PM
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countless opportunities that you can't see

I Don't have much to write about right now, but I couldn't wait to write about this. :) I officially wanted to start my so-called diary the next semester when I start College. But since I go through many things, I just wanted to right it down somewhere because it makes me feel relief. There was a college that I really really wanted to go so badly but they had an entrance test. Tests isn't my good things, as you can see. But I didn't had any other choice than to just take the test. And un...

02 May 2014, 06:46 PM
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See life from the right perspective

When I was younger, I only saw adults around myself. I didn't go to school either instead I had a private teacher. Which I truly regret today. But to think of it, it wasn't my decision. I never had friends, and i never had the chance to actually get to know kids at my age. I was really mature for my age. I kind of liked that life. Because I saw life from another view, I thought that life would always be this beautiful & joyful. When I moved years later, i actually got to go to a real public...

02 May 2014, 04:13 PM
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