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Giving up!!

There use to be a time I wanted love. I wanted to love with all I had and be loved by someone who knew how to love. I know there has to be men that want it just as bad as us women do, but I can't keep looking for a man like that. I GIVE UP ON LOVE!!! I've loved twice actually opening up my heart for it only to be abused. The worse part is the ones that abused it I didn't expect it. Those expectations smh they will mess me up!!! I guess u can't expect a diamond from a rock.......

23 May 2014, 05:32 AM
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Confused

I dont know if its a test or if its a punishment....I've never felt so unwanted or ever had to do the things i have to do now. i dont like the way my life is and the way its going. Im tired of it ALL!! I feel like im fighting a losing battle with my daughter, like this marriage is more of a punishment than ANYTHING! i feel overwhelmed and stuck and confused!!! i wish my heart was at peace. I hate this feeling!!!

02 May 2014, 09:54 AM
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