Can we Taco bout it?

So she slept over again last night, and activities were repeated :D. I was so thrilled, but then we talked about it. Now I don't know if this is what I want. This is all she wants, a strictly sexual relationship while still remaining close friends. I'm really not sure if this is something I could do with her because of how much I want to be with her. I want to be the one to make her happy all the time. Not just sleep with her. I don't want her to think that's all I want from her either. I wan...

15 September 2014, 10:52 PM
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Taste so good

Still sitting here watching her, it seems busier tonight than the last week so I don't get to really talk to her. She's wearing a black shirt and I don't know why but it just looks really good on her. I'm eating frozen yogurt and it tastes so good. However I still can not get the taste of her lips off my mind. I can't stop thinking about her honestly. I just want her to be running her fingers through my hair again while I grasp her nape and kiss her. I love the way she tastes. I love the way ...

15 September 2014, 01:06 AM
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Taken by surprise

Once again Im sitting at her work watching her do her thing. But this time it's from a whole new perspective because last night. Was perfect, I don't know how or why or for what reason but she kissed me and it just kept going from there. But we haven't talked about it. I don't know what's going to happen or what actually happened. She has a boyfriend and I feel awful but I was just taken by surprise. I don't know what is happening. Is it a FWB thing? does she like me? Girls are so complicate...

14 September 2014, 11:25 PM
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Hammock :)

Dinner was great, I know its super late but i just got back. After dinner we went and laid on the hammocks out in front of the water. She cuddled with me but i think it was just because she was cold. I want her to spend the night but i'm afraid to ask so i think she'll be going to bed now. I don't know how to show her shes special to me except for giving her all the time i have available so thats what I'm going to do. ttfn -Secret Lover

10 September 2014, 06:13 AM
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Jamba Juice?

Yesterday was a bad day for me so I did not post. Today however has been quite alright. We played a fun game in my class today and I won. Thank you anatomy knowledge! But the best part of today was walking to class with the girl of my dreams :D. I don't know why we never walked together before. We have class at the same time in buildings that are next to eachother so today we walked together. That already put me in a great mood, then my very short math class was over and I went to eat. I was...

09 September 2014, 09:03 PM
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Still the same day

I actually couldn't wait until tomorrow to post. My feels are just over flowing right now because I have finally gotten to vent. She's up at the register honestly looking bored and I just wanna hold her hand. Ugh the amount of feelings I have is frustrating. She's not the conventional girl that everyone wants to be with, but out of everyone I know she's the ONLY one I wanna be with. We're going to the dining hall after she gets off work to get break fast for dinner because she loves it. She h...

08 September 2014, 01:13 AM
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Imperfectly Perfect

I met this girl online quite a few months ago. We started talking and became great friends. I fell for her... hard. Now we go to college together and I see her every day. She spends the night and I can't even find the courage to tell her I like her, let alone anything more. She's imperfectly perfect, and right now I'm sitting here at her work (because she brought me with her so I could go get shoes next door) and I bet she thinks all my typing is me working on my sociology paper that is due i...

08 September 2014, 12:54 AM
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