Goodbye

I can never say goodbye. It's to final, goodbye makes me think that I'm never going see you again and I don't want that. So when you leave I will always say "see you later" because I will,I'm not going anywhere and hopefully you won't be either.

14 December 2013, 04:17 PM
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Hello:)

I never introduced myself and that's rude so hey,I'm Emily and I'm 16. I live the UK with my dysfunctional family which include my mum,dad,brother and sister, and my puppy! i love art and writing but with all the stress going on recently,it's been abandoned.. that's all I can think of to say now so I love you, see you soon x

13 December 2013, 09:49 PM
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Sleep.

it's not sleep that scares me. It's the hours of tossing and turning, Battling with my mind to stop thinking about everything that haunts it. It's the restlessness and the blood shot eyes,hiccuping sobs and uncontrollable sniffles. It's the uncomfortable and frustrating reality that shreds me into pieces every night before sleep can find it's way to comfort me. That is what scared me,because bad things happen when a mind is left alone too long in it's own thoughts.

10 December 2013, 07:20 PM
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Don't promise me anything because promises are there to be broken.

26 November 2013, 10:04 PM
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"That's the thing about pain... it demands to be felt"

22 November 2013, 09:09 PM
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"Fear is not real,the only place that fear exists is in our future,it is a product of our imagination, it makes us fear things that do not at present exist and things that may never exist."

21 November 2013, 05:44 PM
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21 November 2013, 05:36 PM
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Stop pretending you don't have what it takes. Start from where you stand,not from where you stood.

20 November 2013, 08:06 PM
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You don't have so be super to be my hero.

15 November 2013, 07:32 PM
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Depression

Depression isn't an emotion or feeling because you don't feel anything. you feel numb, not sad or angry.Nothing, and that's why its so crappy.

14 November 2013, 09:36 PM
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yes,i admit it. i miss the way you would look at me and know there's something up. you'd have a cheeky smile on your face because it was my favourite and it would make me smile. i miss the hugs that seemed to last forever. i missed the pointless conversations at 1 am about what we had for tea. i miss the person you made me. i don't miss the arguments, the tears and the goodbye. i told you i couldn't trust easily and you said it's okay we have forever,you weren't going anywhere. where are you ...

13 November 2013, 05:04 PM
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"Why do you always look so depressed?!"

She's the only one that notices,that asks me about it anyway and yet she's not a family member or my best friend,not even a friend but she notices. she sees the broken girl that's screaming for help and yet she hates me,she helped make me that broken girl,so why ask?everytime she asks i get a bit of hope that someone cares and then get let down when i realise she only asks so she can knock me down further, so she can find another flaw in me to take and make worse.why does she notice?

12 November 2013, 07:23 PM
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The brave may not live forever, but the cautious never live.

09 November 2013, 06:44 PM
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We were sat there and we were laughing,really laughing. my best friend had tears in her eyes and just couldn't stop laughing and then it me,i was faking. i never realised that i've been acting,i saw her full of happiness and i just felt..empty. i know the feeling well, when i'm alone or when i haven't got a distraction but normally when i'm with my best friend its okay.. guess not.

09 November 2013, 06:37 PM
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Smile

your're allowed to y'know. Smiling helps,you can hide behind the smile,but eventually you might actually start to believe it yourself to. you can be happy,even if you've only just fooled yourself,you can still do be happy. and you never know whose gonna fall in love with your smile :)

07 November 2013, 06:13 PM
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Fear

The thing about fear is,fear can't hurt you anymore than a dream.

30 October 2013, 07:56 PM
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I don't know what to do.. I honestly think I'm depressed but I don't know what to do about it, I cant tell anyone because who am I suppose to tell.. my friends?Their to caught up in their own life and I really don't think they would care. Teachers?No, they will tell my parents and tell me to just focus on my exams,which are a cause of my depression to begin with. Parents? they will just tell me I'm being dramatic,that I'll get over it and laugh. Doctors?How am I suppose to go to the doctors w...

29 October 2013, 10:32 AM
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20.10.13<3

27 October 2013, 04:37 PM
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Love

I've never been in love,never been in areal relationship. I see people all the time with heartbreak and I see how much it wrecks people.. why would I put myself through that. I like my heart,its got a couple of scars but its in one piece,why would I let someone wreck that?is love worth it?

27 October 2013, 04:35 PM
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An Act

i can't feel. i cant't be upset,happy, even depressed. just... nothing. when im with people i can pretend,smile and laugh and act,its become the daily thing but when im at home nothing i realise its a lie, that it is just an act.

26 October 2013, 05:37 PM
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