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And so the year is done?

So school has just ended for me and it seems like it went by so slowly! People say that time seems to slip away but I think it took too long. Now I am on a break from studies and all! I am planning to hang out with my friends a lot more. It has been going great so far and well it should for the rest of the summer. For now I hope that nothing goes wrong and no one is hurt. Now that's it for now but I will try to be back soon!

08 June 2014, 09:28 PM
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My Return?

So I have not been writing in my diary and I feel as if I am just lost in the world. I do not know what is going to happen next. I just want to finish this semester in college and start my new one! Get my new dorm and decorate the way I wanted to! I will have tons of work to do but it is nothing I am afraid of. What I am really afraid of is failure. So I have told you I have a youtube channel as well right? Well it seems to be going down for some reason but I do not blame anyone. I have not b...

18 March 2014, 05:22 AM
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What Exactly Happens Now?

So I have been thinking of so many possibilities and so many things? What exactly are we all trying to pursue? I want to be a great chemist someday but how much of what I want is actually going to happen? So I have been out of classes for a while and instead of thinking of what to study next I have been thinking of all the possibilities of youtube. Well I have interacted with people and I feel like there are thousands of girls who want to be the cream of the crop but how many of them will act...

04 January 2014, 06:05 AM
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Christmas is coming? Oh My!

So Christmas time is here again! And well that means yummy food! I cannot wait to eat tamales! Not to mention all the yummy desserts my Mommy makes! I think at this time of the year is the time that I feel the most guiltiest! Why? Well because I have soo much without even having the amazing luxuries others have! But there are thousands of people that don't have partially anything that I have! I am always grateful to God for all the opportunities that I have in my life! And for that I will alw...

19 December 2013, 07:03 PM
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Just for the sake of Boredom!

I have not been this bored since I do not know when! Finals are coming and well I do not know what will happen to me! I am so scared so freaked out but I just cannot think of a proper way to study! Wish me luck anyone who reads this!

08 December 2013, 04:17 AM
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The Time of Day?

I do not know when the last time I actually thought that time flies! But now it seems to fly faster than any falcon or eagle alive! Why is it that time goes oh so fast! Class seems to be over before I sit down! Tests and Quizzes are over before I can solve all the problems! Time just disappears before I can finish studying! I cannot understand... Maybe its a new chapter in my life and at this age it all seems to move by fast! Move by so fast that soon it will all be a sweet memory! So yes I w...

30 November 2013, 08:09 AM
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Dream on Dreamer?

A dream is just a haunting memory... A Memory from long ago from the world of dreams. Have you ever thought what would happen if your dreams were true? What if in reality we dreamt because we coexist in a different universe? Pretty crazy stuff right? Well its just a thought or maybe two. To dream is to have a special wish, an ambition, a beautiful desire. To dream of a world that only you know.

15 November 2013, 08:34 PM
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The Pain of Chemistry!

My life seems to have come to an abrupt haul! The moment I see you! Your complicated aura! How I love it so! I cannot seem to get away from you! Of course its because you are the only thing that is making sense in my life! Whether I am in a bad mood or not you seem to know how to make it worse! But I cannot be far from you because well you are my addiction! Everything you do to me! The pain and the suffering and the happiness I achieve when you allow me to enter into your world! You are never...

18 October 2013, 10:38 PM
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Broken Hearts?

They say that you can heal a broken heart? That you can put it all together again... That you can live with part of it... Do you know what my belief is? That you can only make a perfect heart after two hearts have been broken and maybe torn a bit...The only way to make two sides of a heart match each other is for it to be broken and in pain...

09 October 2013, 06:45 AM
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Time and Time Again?

Everything seems to be fine with what I am doing. I cannot help but feel stressed about everything that happens during the week. Its too consuming! When the weekends come though! Those are my sanctuaries! The times where I forget everything that happened during the week! I engulf in my video making skills and smile when I see that new comment or subscriber! I have a refuge that I cherish so much! I hope it continue to go up from here... It should!

28 September 2013, 05:40 PM
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Update? The story of my life!

Choosing the major I did is literally killing me! I go to private school which means! They made me take chem and bio at the same time! And hold on! Each class has a three hour lab! That each gives 4 hours of homework! Every week! I am slowly creating my own death bed! I hope everything turns out okay and I do not end up screwing up! That's the last thing I need. So informal! Yes very! Friendships are building and I do not know if they are the right kind but for now I am just going with what's...

21 September 2013, 08:19 AM
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First week of college?

I am finally now not a child anymore! Well its kind of sad but I have been struggling on many levels but I seem to be doing fine! I am very grateful to all those who have helped me! I want to continue doing what I love to do! Make my youtube videos, blog, and write! I can't wait for the fall! It has the best whether ever! It is 110 degrees in my dorm and I can't seem to take the heat any longer v.v Oh lord help me now! Nothing deep today! Its more like an update! I thought you might like to k...

04 September 2013, 01:17 AM
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Is it really you?

Have you ever wondered if there is a soulmate for every single person? How are we supposed to know when you find them? People say they find their soul mates in the same neighborhood. Others in the same city? Same Area? But what if your soul mate is half way across the world? How are you supposed to find them then? And what if the person you were supposed to be paired with died early? And you decide to settle for somebody else? Aren't you technically stealing someone else's soul mate? And what...

17 August 2013, 05:56 PM
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The deception!

I don't want to pack :( ITs taking too long and I dislike it! I'm only taking my summer clothes and all of my winter clothes is staying here to die! I love my winter clothes the most! I don't want to leave them! And my boots! Oh! The deception! I hope everything works out for me! And I finish packing soon! It feels like an eternity! Literally speaking!

15 August 2013, 07:28 AM
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Just Me and My Excitement!

I am super excited to be going to dorm! For myself :) I think its more the decorating if anything! Lol I hope it all turns out well and we all have room to be comfortable and happy! I just can't wait! ^-^ Of course my house is only 20 minutes away so when I'm home sick! Of course I will be coming back! :D I just look at the things I'm buying and boy! I am excited! ^-^ May God Bless me on this journey and my BEAUTIFUl Sister for everything she does! God Bless Us All :D

09 August 2013, 09:25 AM
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Dreamer?

Is it bad to have dreams and ambitions? Is it bad to want to better yourself? I don't always want to be a dreamer? But why are people so cruel when you are trying to do something more with your life? Can anyone answer that? Can you?

05 August 2013, 06:25 AM
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Another Chance?

I love how much Go can never forget about his children! He always seems to help me out of the darkest of times! Of course my life is far from perfection but with just a small speck of light I know everything will be fine! It is when there is no light at all that there is no hope! Take it from John Milton! He wrote about it! God Bless!

31 July 2013, 11:15 AM
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Friendships?

It seems that all of my friends never want to be my friends? Or could it be that I am the only one who ever feels that way? One seems to be hurting me right now on purpose for reasons unknown to me? So is friendship really meant to join strangers together? Or was it a mechanism they created to make us believe that we have others but in the end it only tortures you? Quick thoughts?

27 July 2013, 09:16 AM
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And Now What To Do?

So everything seems to be going fine? Don't you think? Ahahaha Funny! Well my best friend is sad over matters I'd rather not discuss because we share a same pain? And My second half seems to be ignoring me? And on top of that ! This guy who is supposed to be a close friend? Yes he is mad at me as well! Oh the Joys of being Human! Well it all happens for a reason! But I haven't been in such dark times! Ever in my whole life! I am not even joking! I have to be focused the most for the next coup...

26 July 2013, 06:33 AM
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A Broken Heart?

What can one do when one's heart is broken? Well we can try to glue it together? We can try to tape it? We can hold all the pieces and never let them go! What would I do you ask? Well... I'd pick them up! And throw them all away except the smallest piece? Why you may ask? So that one piece can grow from the new love that awaits you? A heart can be broken by many things? Not just your beloved boyfriend that broke up with you but other things! Wouldn't your heart break for your broken family? ...

23 July 2013, 07:38 AM
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