The 28th of April

THEY ARE EATING ME ALIVE. I am trying to be kind and peaceful, but my parents bring the worst in me. I can't handle them anymore. They are driving me nuts. I REALLY wish I could act like a grown up, talk to them normaly and smile whenever they would try to bring me down with what ever they would say. BUT I CANNOT. I am not strong anyway and the way they act, what they say, I CAN'T HANDLE IT.

28 April 2014, 06:49 PM
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The 26th of April.

Not to be in denial - I hate a lot of things. I get mad and bitter easily. I don't forgive and forget just like that. Basicaly I am a living book of things that has happened in the past. I keep memories about everything and not a single fight is ever deleted from my brain. But another thing that I hate is when somebody is mad at you for no reason. Whenever I get mad, you can be 100% sure it was for a reason. Maybe it is a silly one, but it exists, I promise. So when my parents yell or put th...

26 April 2014, 07:46 PM
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The 25th of April.

This thinking thing is pretty consuming. You see how the only one we truly know is ourselves? Sometimes you look at some attractive guy and you just have no idea what is he thinking. Could be a negative thing but also could be all those positive things that would change your life if only one of you took a step. It begins like that; as some stupid look between two teenagers who have basicaly none knowledge about life. It ends in so many different ways though. What we think and what think peop...

25 April 2014, 04:24 PM
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The 24th of April

Anything that happens to you is kind of relative. You can view at it either on the positive or the negative way. Whatever you decide to do, it seems like nothing is going to change but in reality things COULD change quite a lot. I am constantly trying to be a good person, mostly to my friends. It seems that some of them barely deserve it, though. It's not like I would be friends with someone who is a complete hypocrite but you know ... It happens every once in a while. Friends can disappoint ...

24 April 2014, 03:01 PM
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The 23rd of April.

It is funny to me how people expect so much of you when you are only a teenager. How can I be able to even breath properly when everyone are trying to make something out of it? I don't want to complain too much but people are forgetting how stressful it all is. Today I realised I have to control myself. Not everything we want to say out loud is right to be said. People don't always agree with your opinion and no matter what, there are times you should put up your bondaries and remain quiet. N...

23 April 2014, 04:19 PM
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