I don't believe you have to be better then everybody else. I believe you have to be better than you ever though you could be.
Love is not about sex, going on a fancy dates or showing off. Its about being with a person who makes you happy in a way nobody else can.
I think it is time for change in my life. It time for me to be happy with myself and feel good about myself. I want be the girl who is not embarrassed to be out in public or the girl who rather stay home cause she does not feel pretty in what she is wearing. I want be confident and loving to myself. It is going to be a long journey but I am going to do my best to show the fat little girl inside me you can grow up to be happy.
In the Street.
I saw him again and as our eyes locked, all the feelings came running back in to my heart. My palms began to sweat, heart was racing, and my knees got weak. How does this one person have this much power over me? In my mind, I was thinking he see me again and run over to me and hug me like he never wanted to let go. Instead I got a look in the eyes and a head nod of a hi, not even a wave or a hi spoken. But then I realize I am glad it went that way because it shows me I still have the strength...
Running through a garden of flowers, sun shining down on you, with your hair flying in the wind. The moment you feel free from worries and problems. Just knowing everything in life is great and nothing will ever go wrong. Don't I wish my life was like that.
I am scared of being alone for the rest of my life. I watch as everyone around me is getting married, having children and moving on. Then I look at myself, all I see is a girl who is stuck in the same place. I need to get this fear out of me, do more productive things in my life, takes chances and not be afraid to live life.