It took me long to realize that I have to forget about everything and live in the moment, smile, enjoy my life, even if I'm not okay, love with my heart and mind, just live in the moment. I may be young, I may have committed mistakes, but it's cause I'm still young, it's part of learning about life. I'm not perfect, nobody is. Stop worrying about mistakes from your past, enjoy what you have and don't worry about the future cause it's still to come.
Faking a smile Have you ever notice those girls that laugh and smile the most ? Have you ever had to just fake a smile and act like everythings okay ? that your really happy but in reality your life is just a whole damm mess.. Knowing you have no one that doesnt understand you? A simple smile hides fears , problems , broken hearts , insecurity, etc..