Camp Mataponi

Camp is one of the best things ever!! I love everyone I have met and I have the best time. People said this experience would change my life. People said I would see world through a different paradigm and I do. Camp Mataponi is one of the greatest things to happen.

07 July 2014, 03:27 PM
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I live a completely udderly boring normal life. I wish there was something amazing that would happen. I thoughts being a camp counselor was that but so many others are as well. Why don't I have one thing that defines me?

06 June 2014, 07:43 AM
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footprint

i sit and wonder. what is in my footprint. my time at STA? my time at CHS? my time at IU? who really knows? i think i leave an impact on someone or at least leave an impression for someone to recognize me in the future but really do i? i walk around and i see people i know but they act as if they dont know me. what if i am not known or recognized by anyone. what if my footprint is so small and has no effect on anyone. i would like for my life to be remembered but it doesnt seem like it is

20 May 2014, 04:51 AM
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I'd do anything... FoR yOu

would ya go to teem-buck-too? and back again I risk everything for you!! there are few people that I would actually do anything for... really the people I would do anything for are people in my family

02 April 2014, 08:50 PM
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ThEtA pHi or DiE

delta pledge class 2014, i love all of my sisters... they will always before every mister!

24 March 2014, 05:15 PM
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live the fourth

today tomorrow and always Live each day like it's the fourth day of retreat

24 March 2014, 05:12 PM
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retreat saved my life

I could not would not be able to get though this day without the love and strength these kids have for me and I have for them. I could not give up on my life because i know that these kids are not giving up on theirs. I don't know where I am headed but I know that I am walking with the Lord, and when I need him the most he is carrying me. I love beyonce, gilly, kip, kervan, big-a, and mooney. Father is my strength and Sean is my guiding light to how to keep my head on and stay humble. I am so...

24 March 2014, 05:09 PM
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Congradafuckalations

You are an asshole and you win you suck

21 December 2013, 12:52 AM
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Fake relationships

Well what is real. Are we a family of 10 anymore. Or are we two families of 5. Everything has changed and I am ok with that is it bad. Is it ok I am on with that or family is divided.

21 December 2013, 12:49 AM
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i do not know how to express how i am today... i am not content, i am not really sad, i am not happy, i am not stressed, i am not relaxed i feel like i am floating in my life and nothing is happening it just stopped and I'm just here

08 November 2013, 03:14 AM
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im alone

I'm alone I'm surrounded by dozens of people but i cannot seem to not feel alone i just want to be by myself this isn't really like me... I'm only really happy dancing which is sad because i am still alone... dancing by myself with a ton of people around me...

08 November 2013, 03:03 AM
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this, this is what i want

even though this is a tv show this is what i want my life to be.. "is there anything i could do to get out of the doghouse?" "a kiss wouldn't hurt... not on the neck..."

04 November 2013, 06:10 AM
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is it normal?

i like sharing every piece of juicy information that i learn with anyone who will listen... but when it comes to myself i don't share shit... i never have i don't like people knowing what is going on in my life... i keep everything to myself... i honestly don't tell anyone... not even my family i keep it a secret. is this because i don't want to burden others with my problems or is it that if i say it out loud than i am vulnerable and my secrets are not secrets anymore

04 November 2013, 06:03 AM
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what am i doing

what am i doing a college i have no motivation to do college... if i am here i should be here because i am motivated to do college but i am not... i have no motivation... i don't even have motivation to get out of bed

04 November 2013, 05:37 AM
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laughing

everyone needs to laugh in life... no matter how horrible the humor... no matter what everyone needs to laugh at least once a day

04 November 2013, 05:36 AM
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remembered

will i be... what if i have missed my opportunity to be remembered by the world? or even by just one person? how is a person remembered? is it because of one act or is it because of how a person lives their life?

04 November 2013, 05:32 AM
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fifty-one eleven

everyone has a house, a home. it may not be a conventional, but everyone has one place where they can always go... mine home... I'm losing the one place i could rely on for my entire life... i will no longer have a place that has a fridge full of caffeine free diet coke and a jar of twizzlers... I won't be even able to say a proper good bye.. no one last holiday just goodbye... forever.... i don't know how to deal... i haven't ever really had to say goodbye to something held so close to my heart

04 November 2013, 05:29 AM
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or everything

what do i have in life do i already have everything i need? or do i have nothing... no skills to become successful no skills to have a meaningful relationship no skills for anything

01 November 2013, 06:54 PM
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nature

the most beautiful things come from nature and i am obsessed with the natural world and love everything that is made in nature

01 November 2013, 06:50 PM
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you are my superhero

these girlies are my superheros they are so much fun and really have been a great inspiration to me. they keep me strong and laughing everyday i love them so much

01 November 2013, 06:42 PM
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