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love

i will love who i want to... though that's is no one at the moment i wish i could have someone who i could come home to every day i cannot see that being me i absolutely suck a relationships and i don't think that i could ever keep one

30 October 2013, 07:24 PM
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its our party

its my life and i can what i want don't judge me. i just want to be free why cant i express myself like Miley does my life would be one billion times better if i could #SMILEY

30 October 2013, 07:21 PM
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its my birthday

and i will cry if i want to I'm 19 today but i feel like I'm 13 still i don't feel like i have matured since

30 October 2013, 07:11 PM
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angel

i believe that there are angels among us sent down to us from somewhere up above they come to you and me in our darkest hour to show us how to live and teach us how to give and guides us to the light of LOVE

30 October 2013, 07:08 PM
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miley

she is freaking gorgeous

30 October 2013, 07:07 PM
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...

will there be one?

30 October 2013, 07:05 PM
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NEVER FORGET

i will never forget this trip and the people. These people are my life and i love them...

30 October 2013, 07:02 PM
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can you see

Can you see me for what i am or what i should be? it is a mystery to me to why i cannot be myself around others, i always act differently than what i want to be. i don't know if it is that i act like a truly am and i want to change that. if i change that then am i myself still?

30 October 2013, 06:59 PM
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Family

Family is my life i could not do anything without them they know everything about me and they are all my best friends i could not be me with out them ~MOSE

30 October 2013, 06:48 PM
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It's half time and the score is tied but going into the second half and i have lost all motivation to be the victor

30 October 2013, 06:46 PM
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CONFIDENCE

30 October 2013, 06:43 PM
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Best

Even when i look my best I don't think i am

30 October 2013, 06:39 PM
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BABERZ

oh sweet Jesus I love just how much fun and amazing you are and i cannot get over you dearest BABER$ how happy i am that actually got to know the real you and be able to have a view that is not the mean unrelateable woman that is in-charge of the family I love you girl and you are so freaking strong

24 October 2013, 05:11 AM
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beautiful

i love you both more than the sun and the moon and the stars and could not be anywhere in the world without you i love you so freaking much it makes my heart hurt and would not wish for a better grandma and grandpa

24 October 2013, 04:58 AM
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unknown

i don't know anyone i have friends but i don't know anyone i need the feeling of being wanted but i can't find it i don't seem to be able to find my spot i need to be needed and i cannot find anyone to need me i need that am i broken am i really so messed up that i cannot make friends i feel unwanted

24 October 2013, 04:56 AM
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love?

i want love i cant seem to find it... i don't know if that its just that i am not talking to boys and connecting or that I'm just not interested or maybe i am talking to the wrong people maybe i don't like boys at all... who knows everything is so twisted in my head

24 October 2013, 04:51 AM
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forever yours

i did fit in with these people and now they are all gone all of them are miles away from me and i miss having that group... i want that back

24 October 2013, 04:49 AM
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original

i feel different from everyone i don't feel like i fit in i feel different from everyone i meet i don't fit in i cant seem to find that place where i belong

24 October 2013, 04:48 AM
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nothing

looking into the future i see nothing. absolutely nothing. its blank i used to see my future but now i don't see anything i don't see my future job i don't see my wedding or even me reaching my 21st birthday i don't know if this is normal that i don't see my future or its just that I'm transitioning in college and are scared for my future plans i just do not see any future

24 October 2013, 04:45 AM
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