3/April/2015

Relationship became my world. I genuinely believed that I fallen in love. I thought it would go beyond. For whatever reasons it didn’t work out. Since then, I think I am very scared to invest emotionally in relationship.

02 May 2015, 10:07 PM
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21/April/2015. The girl that never win her own heart

This is about a girls who have the tendency to stay up at night listening to music that reminds her of current situation. Who hide her fears, hurt, pain and tears under the smiles, laughs and giggles on a daily basis. The girl who wear her heart on her sleeve. The girl who pray that things will work out just once and she'll be satisfied. The girl who scream and cry to her pillows because everyone else fails to listen. The girl who have so many secrets but won’t tell to her soul. The girl who ...

21 April 2015, 02:57 PM
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If you never get your heart broken, you will never learn to Love. <3

If you never get your heart broken, you will never learn to Love. <3

21 April 2015, 02:47 PM
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Just a part of me hopes...

Its so strange to think that someone I knew soo well, is now a total stranger to me... That sometimes I go entire day thinking about you... Part of me wants to see you again. All of those feeling become empty fillets. We didn't need any reasons to fall in Love. I just did. The reasons came at the end. Never been sensed has been about reasons. A part of me missing someone. And having them love you back. I hope everything is great... Just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it...

18 March 2015, 11:55 AM
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20/Feb/2015

Day by day these Short films are getting better and better. Today I watched all the shortfilms of Manish Khushalani. It is very difficult to put the ideas into picture. The best thing I find in shortfilms are team work. Everyone standing on one picture. <3 I really feel thanks to him bcoz he made my day.

20 February 2015, 09:13 PM
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One Life

Dear Dairy, I know right now I am in a position to take the ladder in my career and life. Bcoz I truly believe mistakes takes a person more higher. Though it was scary I resigned my job, These 4 months I spent off all my savings. Now I am completely down to earth. I strongly believe a person acheives more when he steps out of comfort zone. Trying too hard to be positive. Putting every effort to know my strength. From taking course in Mumbai to study abroad if anything doesn't work out. I alwa...

11 February 2015, 09:02 PM
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What continuation I should give to my life??

I really have no clue what continuation I should give to my life. Everytime I am coming to right the page in my diary, I am not liking the turing point that I am taking. I always wish my page should always be like I want to come back and read it in future. I know what ever I write these days will definitely makes me bore in future to read back. I want my cinderella dreams to come back. I want my life to be as beautiful as in my dreams.

11 February 2015, 09:00 PM
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23/Jan/2015

If it's not working out, let that person go. Those who love you would never let you down and those who let you down, wud never love you...

22 January 2015, 07:03 PM
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He was part of my dream, of course but then i was part of his dream too... A dream that never comes true...

21 January 2015, 11:00 AM
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Time to take control of my life into my hands...

19 January 2015, 04:14 PM
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28/Dec/2014

Dear Diary, Since a week I am opening it to write something but whatever is life teaching me I couldn't put them in words. I want to live alone in this world bcoz none is gonna keep you happy in this world. Some or other day your loved person will also hurt you. 2 more days left in 2014. Expecting a new phase in my life in 2015. I already stepped out of the boat. It just the time to walk on the water by holding on to God's hand. I was broken enought with these people around. I want to lay m...

28 December 2014, 06:10 PM
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Life is running too faster

Life is running too faster

26 December 2014, 10:26 PM
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Before the boy meets me, He should meet Jesus first

My wish from a person whom I want to marry... You have to meet Jesus first. Fall in love with Him so deep. Make Him the apple of your eyes. Honour Him as you honour everything in your life. Set your eyes on Him. While you’re too busy looking up to Him(Jesus), He will then tap your back and say “Hey, look at your right side! That’s the Girl I prepare for you...” Isn’t she beautiful and wonderful?

11 December 2014, 06:30 AM
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09/Dec/2014

A message by Deepu "Thank you for Today..:) The cost of the message is one year... Bcoz this was the first msg in this year from your heart with Love...

10 December 2014, 07:19 PM
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05/Dec/2014

Today after the class I went to meet Rakesh. In a very normal way me and Sandeep met in Koti and we been to Rakesh house. One more time I saw tears in Rakesh eyes. Though it was not a good discussion, while in the conversation with Rakesh I am recollecting the happy moments we had in the past. I never expected a day will come like this. In fact I thought after leaving Google I didn’t expected that Rakesh will be in touch with us. When my mother in hospital the way he guided me I still remembe...

10 December 2014, 06:11 PM
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Past can never live or last

Today all of sudden the day started being still thinking about the past. It is hard for me to wake up and move on like every day. Wished to walk up to him(Deepu) like I use to do every time. But I know this will not give the perminent solution. Just bcoz the past taps you on the shoulders, doesn't mean you hav to look back. I don't regret my past. I turely gave my Love to someone. Even today it hurts sometimes. But when I look back I will smile and say to myself. I never thought I could do ...

22 November 2014, 10:03 AM
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Break as many rules as possible...

Wished to see outside world in my life... But life is showing myself in a new way in the world...

10 November 2014, 08:15 PM
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11/11/2014

Since my childhood wished to reach lot of goals... But when the time has come to put efforts I don't know feeling scared... Will I get a career as I wished... I am so lost with the games played by the people around... Until now one thing I learned was "You will be cheated by the people whom you love"

10 November 2014, 07:30 PM
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Good things happen to those who wait upon the Lord

05 November 2014, 07:01 PM
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Waiting for big things to happen in my life...

Very confidently I resigned my job. It's been a month. Till today I don't feel like trying for new job. I strongly believe God already have a bigger plans than I have. I am just waiting for that day. My next job should be a career oriented. Bcoz I linked my marrige and family responsibilities with my next coming job. Bcoz after marrige I don't want to depend completely on someone. I want to support my family even after I get marry. All things are possible depends on the job which I get now......

04 November 2014, 05:20 PM
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