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My insecurities.

I am not happy with myself. Here's a list of the things I don't like: My figure. It is almost the same as the girl in the picture. I have size 34B-C breasts and small hips. I'm 163cm and 52kg. My stomach is flat, but the thing is, I don't really have any curves to look good with it. Because I am (white) living in an East African country, I am surrounded by really gorgeous, slim thick black girls. Seeing their natural figures makes me want to cry. My mum bought me a tight prom dress, but I do...

25 February 2018, 05:19 PM
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My dream.

My dream was to become a painter, but I was told that art students waste their parents' money. So I chose my second dream instead, to become a linguist. I got an offer from X University (I don't want to say the name) but I don't want to go there. It's one of the best in the world, though. It will cost too much and a be mentally unhealthy environment with too much pressure and expectations. I want to go to London instead.

25 February 2018, 03:16 PM
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Why I started this diary.

I'm not a very happy person. I am from a good family and I have everything I need, no one abuses me, but I am sad. Maybe it's a chemical misbalance in my brain, maybe something else. But I don't want to go into the details. I liked this site, it looks friendly and nice. I will vent out here, and maybe sometimes post something happy.

25 February 2018, 03:11 PM
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Trying to think of myself as that.

Trying to think of myself as that.

25 February 2018, 09:43 AM
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