Well.. I'm feeling unhappy as hell right now. I feel like no one will ever understand me. And I don't really expect anyone to because I hardly even understand myself lol.. Writing shit out isn't really helping anymore. Anyways, I need to finish this essay so I'm done with my little rant.
Reoccurring late night thoughts.
I should be sleeping right now, or at least getting started on one of my 3 essays due this month if I'm not going to sleep. I hate being a student. I also hate my minimum-wage job that I'll never go anywhere with (career-wise). I really want to finally get a job within my field. Problem is, I don't even know what field I'm really in. I feel stuck because I still don't know what I want to do with my life. Meanwhile, so many people around me have started establishing my career. And though I am ...
I think I've found what I've been looking for..
And by that, I mean this site! Finally I've found a site where I can just pour my heart out, or post some of my old feelings to share with others. This site seems to be a judgement-free zone because the reality of life is, we all have highs and lows and some of us love or need to express it! Though I just created an account on here today, I'm glad to be a part of a community that shares some of the same values as I do. Do follow, and I will follow back! :) ONE LOVE, S0ULREBEL.XO
Negativity < Positivity. Well, duh.
It's so funny how some days you could be so jolly and happy and other days you can feel so down.. I've learned over the years that you shouldn't try to control your emotions unless it's by all means necessary. And you should definitely never try to label your negative emotions because that just brings up so many questions, confusion, stress, and more feelings and emotions that it feels almost impossible to keep up with all of them Your mind would soon feel unorganized and messy and just all o...