Everytime i finish reading a good book i feel content yet i feel sad at the same time. Like i just finish a journey with old friends, now they have to go and i have to say goodbye to them. Yes i can read it again numerous time but the feeling i get will be different from the first time reading it and that’s way the first time we read a book is so special
It's been a year, i miss those purple-ish hair
and i feel more happier back then (i think or.. i think) also, my life is more in order when i live by myself in my rented room.
suddenly it feels lonely
and sorry,I'm really grateful to know & have them as my close friends in college,call me naive but I do hope our friendship last forever.
it's easy to attaching yourself to someone or your circle of friends but detaching yourself from them is hard. it's like you want to stop but you need to talk to someone,and people you trust enough to talk to is them and.. yeah you war with yourself
it's the feeling after you hang out with your circle of friends that consume you, sudden and urge self 'destruction',longing, loneliness, pity, feels i don't know how to explain or even the name...
If only there's a 'Pause' button in life, i'll pause my life right now.. i just want to take a break from all things that disturb my mind and all the problems... it's getting tiring.
No one can save you from your biggest enemy (yourself or to be exact your own mind)
Things that i bought today
Forgot to include the skating ticket... and about TBS product, i just buy the edt but got special bonus of 2 other product,happy~ :DD
and again i should post it... almost a month ago i think, and i already finish read this book and love it!
15 april 2014
I saw scar on my left wrist *and i only notice it now* but you'll see it when you look deeply and maybe thanks to the right lighting, because now i can't see it anymore...
what i bought on 7th april: apple caramel cinnamon cupcake, singapore bean curd, and Just one day novel by Gayle Forman (Indonesian ver.)
Attempting again yet too coward to make a deep graze so it just itchy pink line
I'm not missing someone or people in particular, I miss the situation...