my heart is yours
to travel, fall in love, and be happy
but then whenever im feeling down i always have her in my mind those smiles her eyes the way she hugs and kiss me
never felt so sick as hell am i going to die? sooner or later i guess
and why cant i even have some break?!
it's been awhile since i last cried due to stress and fatigue and all those fckin shitty courseworks that made me weak. I seriously hate getting sick it makes me remember mom she's always by my side everytime i got sick and it even makes me weak realizing that she isnt here to take good care of me ~i miss home~
not so good not so bad kind of day i did had a couple of laughs this day but the thing is i think im not progressing with my futsal career :'( i sucked big time at training today no good right foot shots(tho i really never did had one) and my performance during the game is seriously nothing its like im inserting this kind of effort but i still lack something fuck! </3 game is coming nearer need to be focused not only in this but . . . also JAAAVAAAA~! </3 ~life sucks anyway~
having the feeling of overwhelming joy. we won against RTU the crowd did helped a lot and it did felt good again tho it really made me piss everytime i see em hurting my teammates
"She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted She is everything I want that I never knew I needed"
dead TL is dead
ever felt so annoyed without any reasons at all?!
going through a day without you is definitely a fucked up day for me
at last! we won! for the third match this season we defeated Assumption College it felt so good i swear :"> hopin for more goals :D <3
i sometimes cant even understand myself anymore :'( </3
i shouldnt feel this way
those unexplained hurtful kind of feelings