I know I need to talk but it's so hard.
Break ups are hard. It's hard to see your best friend in misery, upset and down in the dumps because of one person. It kills me when you here about all the bad things in the relationship that you should've know but you were to clouded to wake up to . It kills me that I could've stopped it before it got to far. It kills me that I can't take the pain away from her. It just kills me inside out.
Every day Is one more step forward Into the unknown Everyday is a better facade I put on for others Every day it is not any easier than the one before Everyday seems to be the same to me.
Traveling fuels my anxiety Crowds fuels my anxiety People fuel my anxiety Little things fuels my anxiety There is so much that fuels my anxiety
I tell myself to hang onto those little things that in the past have made me happy and positive, but what do you do now that they don't mean anything and you continuously build false hope around it which equals continuous disappointment?
Have you ever been to an international school? It's a school, just like other schools: you learn, there's people and a lot of gossip. However people who usually go to these school seem to filling a void. They've been picked up from one place and dumped at this school. They consider everyone else at the school a temporary replacement for what they once had. They grasp on their life before they moved, desperate to keep contact with how everything was before. They make the past perfect in thei...
When movies are fucking good ~
Oh, I can only take responsibility for me It takes two, two sides to every story Not just you I can't keep ignoring I admit half of it, I'm not that innocent, oh yeah It takes two, two sides to every story Not just me You can't keep ignoring But let me be first baby to say "I'm sorry" I face my demons, yeah, I paid my dues I had to grow up, I wish you could too I wanted to save you, but I can only save myself ~Katy Perry
Receiving anonymous hate - Brightens everyones day doesn't it? Cancer? Fat ass? Disgusting? I don't understand in one day how i could go from having no questions to having a lot of anon hate. But then again i don't understand the human mind.
Why? a site where u can ask anon questions to anyone with an account, but it's not always questions now is it? Hate, compliments, randow words. It's everywhere! the most revealing, inappropriate questions. I cant comprehend why it all occurs. What really drives someone to open up a persons profile and type 'ur a slut' or 'ur ass is huge' or 'ur disgusting and ugly'. What drives a person to do that? especially if you do not know them, or they may have only annoyed you once! What kind of world ...
Choices and changes pollute our minds all the time. Some are big some are small, but they are direct our path and our future. And some can hurt and some can relieve, but they are all meaningful. They are what make us who we are.
There once was a boy, a funny boy who would make everyone one laugh and it was never awkward around him. One day the boy meet a girl. All his friends could see. See the change in him. A crush growing, adoration and emotion emerging towards this girl. Little did he know who this girl really was. As they became closer, so did she with her friends, allowing them to have a say in her life. But those friends were also close friends with this boy, so they knew all about his feelings for her. THey ...
A sleepover. with 7 of your friends. On a friday night. Should be fun right? It should be shouldn't it? 7 of us, all different personalities, small cliques among the big group, what do i smell? DRAMA lots of drama. And it all kicks of with truth or dare. You always start with the boys, who do you like? turn offs? turn ons? Fuck marry kill? But then the questions become deeper, and the girls who want to tell there secrets or want attention constantly make a big deal out of something, seeking c...
Explaining to someone how you feel when you have anxiety, depression or any mental disorder is very hard. You feel that simplifying how you feel is often misunderstood and thought of as how all people feel, however you don't want to exaggerate it because you are not a hundred percent sure you can describe it that way since we have little to compare it to. You don't want people to think it's nothing but you don't want people to think you are making it something it's not. It's hard especially w...
And counting When a friend of yours learns a secret it can be good or bad. Will it control this relationship or strengthen it? I don't really know yet but i hope the latter.
So what do you do? What do you do if you've become friends with someone who will eventually pressure you into sex? What do you do when your friends with your best friends ex? What do you do in these awkward situations? There always seems to be a side you must pick, but is it that important? probably, I mean you don't want to be used and you don't wanna hurt your closest friends but aren't there other way to achieve that? I don't know the answer it's just something i ponder on
All I want is for them to understand. Depression is not a choice its an in balance in the brain. It's not my fault. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. BUt they cannot see this. Desperate for them to see they have mistaken my voice for rebellion. Why don't you see? You have decided to medicate me for all the wrong reasons.