It's a positive

on the 6th of May, I got myself tested by my doctor at KKH. I am pregnant :') Alhamdullillah. Syukur pada illahi,

06 August 2014, 07:04 AM
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My wedding prep

It's fourteen days more. Exactly two weeks. And it's been 16 days since i last seen him or even spoke to him on the phone. Yep. We craycray like that. HAHAHA! My life still goes on.. but boy when people asked me about my fiance... i swear i could cry cause i miss him so much. :'D (okay i keep it to myself for now) hahah. Alot of things are going on around me. And i thank, am grateful to Allah for my parents. I know they are not a perfect pair. and so many things happened that can never chang...

26 October 2013, 10:41 AM
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Eye-opening course.

Being a parent is not easy. Masha'Allah. Allahu' Akhbar. With God's will, the parenting journey will be full of faith and endurance. I salute all parents. especially parents that has children with difficulties or differences. Insya'Allah. :')

18 October 2013, 03:56 PM
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#18 My entertainment

An acquaintance. A known for their entertainment value. Yan's very own dikir barat group/ entertainment group whom he calls his own brothers and family. I'm excited to see them being along Yan and supporting him on our big day. :D Our very own friends are my Dee-Jay and MC/Host as well. I'm sure they will be doing an AWESOME job!! :D

15 October 2013, 03:22 PM
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#17 Countdown begins

I looked at the corner of my phone screen... There 25 days to go...to our wedding... it's been....almost a week... i've not met him...nor heard his voice...and three more weeks to go...before we get to see each other. Yeap yeap. it's called the 'pantang'. where it will bring more excitement to the bride and groom to see each other on their wedding day. heh~ I've been keeping myself busy... meeting old friends and spending time with family.. and of course preparing for the wedding... I need t...

15 October 2013, 02:59 PM
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#16 My Awesome Photographer

They were the photographers for my sister's wedding. They worked well and know me well too. Let's just say, i'm comfortable with the way they work. and i like it :) I am the kind that needs to be comfortable with people around me to give a natural pretty smile. HAHAHA! i know. :P i have two buck teeth. so i am a bit insecure in smiling it off. LOL! nonetheless. we did a pre photoshoot with them. Haziq was cool, awesome and laid-back. I hope our pre wed photos come out nice. I do have the fee...

04 September 2013, 02:46 PM
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#15 Let's talk about the Bridal.

The very first bridal that caught my eyes was... Rias Andaman. With recommendation from some friends i went to check them out. Yes indeed, their designs are simple. But...so very elegant. The best among those are actually the hair designs. I dislike those with things sticking here and there on your head making it look super heavy.Anyhoos.It is affordable. I admit I am a plus size chubby looking creature. HAH! so i went over and told her what are the designs for woman my size. Honest she is, s...

04 September 2013, 02:36 PM
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#14 BRIDEZILLA begins.

So, it is approximately two months and...5 days till my wedding day.... so how's the prep.. u ask me? HAHA. now i'm feeling the heat. everything is all well. And i am left with a few things in mind. and this coming holiday (school hols) imma cross out one of them off my list. MY BEDROOM. :D I'm excited. heheh. heading to Ikea soon. cause i trust only IKEA! okay !!! :D

03 September 2013, 01:13 PM
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#13

The hunt for a perfect wedding ceremony begins. Honestly. I wasn't going for perfect nor GRAND. I just hope for... simple yet memorable. in a good way i mean (memorable part) Heheh. Will be doing a review slowly on our wedding prep experience. TEEHEE ^^V

02 September 2013, 02:11 PM
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#12 Summary of SUFIzah.

we are a petite couple. much like a teapot. short and stout. LOL! we like to travel, especially islands. we treasure and love our friends dearly. and we love to travel with them. we love our own comfort zones. Technically, we dont like to roam (in Singapore). Tampines. Woodlands. Pasir Ris. Yishun. We. love to smile. Except (a) when we are tired. (b) when Fyzah is HUNGRY. (c) when Fyzah is on PMS. HAHAHAH. hungry girl is an angry girl. LOL! whatever it is. While we complete one another.... F...

02 September 2013, 01:58 PM
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#11 I love you all the way to the moon and back.

he was 21. she was just 16. and now he is 28. she is 23. time flies. and i cant wait to share my everything.literally. with the man i love the most. okay, second. (to my dad) then my brother comes third. anyhoos.after almost 6 years together.... on the 14 of October. we got engaged. :D

02 September 2013, 01:48 PM
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#11 Official.

02Nov2006. he asked. at 2 am. and on 04Nov2006. we went out officially as partners. Never was i sure that this is the guy i want to be with until now. We been through thick and thin ever since. Time off a few times. Broke off thrice. We tried to see other people... but never with anyone else. Cause in our hearts, i guess, we know we were made for each other. Since then we spend our Hari Raya together. And this year, wraps up the last year of us being just partners...its been an awesome 7 yea...

02 September 2013, 01:08 PM
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#10 The Million Dollar Question

May. When i heard and saw him. When we shook hands and he saw me. When our eyes met and exchanged smiles. August. Where 16 Yr old girl went through puppy love break up. His attempts and his perseverance. A rebound? Nope, his persistence touched me in the heart. His attempts and company won me over. September and October. It went by as the "courting" period.Meeting me daily in school for lunch even though we are from different faculty. Waiting for me till i finish school and send me home from ...

29 August 2013, 05:12 PM
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#9 The Beginning

He was there almost every time for me. I began to realise how convenient it was to have him around. He made a lot of effort getting to know me and accepting me crying to him randomly on the phone. He was there for me through it all. We started by texting each other oh-so frequently, then it became daily not before long. it became a habit. The entire September went so fast with him being around me. i don't remember the heart pain anymore. i remembered a few weeks after the break up, a few da...

29 August 2013, 04:57 PM
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#8 His second attempt.

August was ending. And no. I wasn't religiously in contact with him. And little did anyone know, i've finally broken up with X. My MSN status continued to be so emotional, i was at the verge to join emo-punk. It's been days/ weeks (i think) that i've broken up with X ....when... finally!! he chat me up on one particular night. We chatted as per norm. as per friend. I don't remember chatting with him about anything out of the ordinary... but i kept my answers short and simple. I admit, it was...

29 August 2013, 04:29 PM
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#7 August. His First Attempt.

It was August. Let's just say it's a ride. Obviously things didn't get better. And being a 16 yr old with no friendster account (Facebook like) . I rant on my MSN's status on how depress i was. (yes emo-shitting, i was). After he added me on msn . Yes, we chatted on the day itself only(i think). and that was that. I made it obvious my relationship wasn't working out. and he made an attempt to cheer me up. Yes, i appreciate it.alot. but i was so worked out with my breaking apart relationship...

29 August 2013, 03:30 PM
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#6 The end of Eye Candy-ing.

We were still not in contact. I thought all along his name was Alfian.(and that's how distant we were) so close yet so far. Me and X became bad to worst. I became distant from my friends trying to salvage my relationship. Then one day, i realised that my eye-candy, was my friend's crush. And she was going head on with him. That's where... i had to end my eye-candy in due respect to my persistent friend and on the other hand, i had to work on mine (relationship). We didn't see much of each oth...

29 August 2013, 03:17 PM
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#5 Our eyes. They met.

So our social network began to intertwine. He started to hang out with my friends. (without me) and i was totally oblivious about how close he was around me. But he was sure to keep his distance, knowing i am with someone. X and i began to quiver in our relationship. But i held on. I remembered vividly one incident where our eyes, they met. I was with my girlfriend going down from the stairs towards the bus stop and there... There he was alighting from the bus and climbing the stairs. I ...

29 August 2013, 03:06 PM
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#4 He sees her now.

After that performance... little did i ever thought that i would get to hear that voice again or even meet that cute guy. Well. I am loyal. But he was indeed an eye-catcher and worth the praises. And yet, we haven't met. So i was still with X. And X was the one who pulled me into the Girls Art Group while he joined the Boys Art Group. I didn't have any thoughts back then. I didn't realise he was there... around me, that at that point he already existed in my social network. Our separate liv...

29 August 2013, 02:45 PM
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#3 The Groom-to-be

This.is.Yan. He is the man I will be marrying on the 9/10 Nov 2013. He is 28. A civil servant working for the Gov. A charming petite guy with smile worth dying for. How we met? Polytechnic years. I was in Year 1. and he was serving his Third (and long service award). He was there during my heartbreaking moments. And he has been there ever since. Back to Year 2006. Yes It has been 7 years. Year 2006. she was 16 and he was 21. She was in the Girls Art Group. and He, Boys Art Group. There...

29 August 2013, 02:29 PM
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