Confused

No one will understand this. I get accepted into the best university. If I say I'm confused to choose between it and another university, people will think I'm ungrateful. It's not that I'm not grateful. It's because my vision is different, and growing. A while back, I really want to get the best education as possible. But now I just want to be happy, explore life, do silly things. Maybe it's because now I feel this is the best moment of my life I don't want it to end and I'm afraid to take th...

31 May 2014, 10:26 AM
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Why

I just got home after prom and spend the night at a friend's house and it was good. I became close with people I don't think I'll be friends with. I do things I don't think I'll do (not bad things by the way). Why does it has to be over? We're graduating the day after tomorrow and go to college. I don't want to go to college. It seems too 'serious' in my country especially my college is the best (not to brag but it's the truth) and there is pressure to be the best, to be successful, duh. All ...

29 May 2014, 03:18 PM
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Perfect

My life is so perfect right now. I graduate high school with the highest score in my class. I'm accepted into the best university in my country, without a test. I have amazing friends and we do crazy things together. I'm afraid, is it just the calm before the storm?

28 May 2014, 04:22 AM
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A-lone-ly

Some nights I feel so alone. I feel like nobody likes me. Nobody wants me. Nobody needs me. It's ok if I don't exist. My friends would be ok if I'm not here. I pretend to be ok, but I'm so lonely I want someone who I can count on.

23 May 2014, 03:11 PM
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Starry Hills

I had lots of thoughts in my mind. I just wish right now I'm at the top of the hills, alone, at night. The stars and the moon are my only companion there. And I'll just sit there, in the moist grass, maybe smoke one or two cigs, thinking. Alone.

23 May 2014, 10:07 AM
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Um, hello world!

Hello. Ok that's a lot of hello but this is an introduction, well, you can call me R, I am 17 years old girl and I just graduate high school, still looking for college. I am just an ordinary girl.. Sometimes I worry because I'm too ordinary. I don't like specific genre on books, movies, etc. I just like it randomly. I like The Notebook but I love The Godfather haha kind of weird sometimes. Well I write an online diary and - hopefully - on a daily basis! I know I'm just talking to myself now ...

23 May 2014, 07:41 AM
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