It's been a loooong time!

I am now back again, and as usual I will post all the stupid things that is going on in a daily basis. Well.. not all stupid things, there will be good things too. I love posting all the current events that has been happening in my life recently. Anyway, i think i will be ending this post here for now. TOPICS is giving me a red alert to stay focus again. I need to be getting serious again since my meditation for my academics is keeping me at bay again. Goodbye but not goodbye for good :)

02 August 2015, 04:45 PM
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Cold Valentines

my ex and i are still together, but we don't celebrate Valentines day. He's too cool to mark that on his calendar!

17 February 2015, 03:12 PM
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His official "TOY"!

i'm falling for my ex again. Now i feel like i have been dominated. We are still together, "IN A REAL RELATIONSHIP" together but i still mention and recognize him as my ex. He is good you know, after i dumped everything and ready to face a new phase, that jackass came back stealing me like a toy!

17 February 2015, 03:10 PM
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LEAVE ME ALONE!

everything is falling apart.. i thought my ex and i have gone our separate ways, but he still follows me and court me. We got back together because he is forcing me to. I can't believe he just got me, and i am too stupid to fall for it and now i am stuck with him. I personally still have feelings for him but it isn't as strong as i feel for john snow. Now, this guy is forcing me to stop communicating with john snow because he is already building our relationship together. This is just so stup...

08 January 2015, 01:54 PM
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ignoring me and showing me that you don't really love me is like a btch back stabbing me for too long.

26 December 2014, 03:41 PM
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You could have just punch me right in the face rather than just breaking my heart like this. I have feelings too you know!

26 December 2014, 03:37 PM
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Dear John Snow

If you're too eager to be with me. Just act and say it both personally and DIGITALLY. You are too sweet in person but lack passion when we go our separate ways. Do i seem like a show girl to you? good for public stunts only? or a past time? why do this to me? why pick me? for God's sake i have feelings too and i get easily hurt and i fall easily too. You should have just avoided me if you really aren't that too eager to be with me. :(

26 December 2014, 03:33 PM
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Dear John Snow

If you're too eager to be with me. Just act and say it both personally and DIGITALLY. You are too sweet in person but lack passion when we go our separate ways. Do i seem like a show girl to you? good for public stunts only? or a past time? why do this to me? why pick me? for God's sake i have feelings too and i get easily hurt and i fall easily too. You should have just avoided me if you really aren't that too eager to be with me. :(

26 December 2014, 03:33 PM
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Desperate for love..

Yes that's me, I am desperate for love. Desperate for him to love me. I know its too early and i had just broke up from my recent ex boyfriend for 2 months now. He and his ex had called it quits too for about a month now. We both just broke up with our recent lovers. I on the other hand am eager to forget my ex just for him. While him? i don't know, he's pursuing me (courtship) but i don't feel the eagerness he has with me. How i just wish he feels twice the same way i feel for him too. :(

26 December 2014, 03:22 PM
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Journal_pane_9772041419524891

I don't know if I'm being numb at his (potential)fake affection.All i know is that i love the new guy and i am ready to take a lot of risk. So, ingest all the lies and exhale the reality.

25 December 2014, 04:28 PM
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my ex left me a message greeting me a "merry Christmas honey" and telling me that he was offered a solo job for his music career from WHO KNOWS WHERE. Then after i saw and left his message opened, (he saw the seen popped out of the conversation message) then added a message "I'll see you soon honey". Then me being the b*tch again looked at it purposely and left the see popped out again. Then the next day, his older sister added me and left me like a desperate message saying "Hi (state my name...

25 December 2014, 03:57 PM
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have i moved on?

My ex still runs on my mind but my heart already belongs to Mr. Bin. I don't know when can Mr. Bin wait until i can say that i am ready to be in a relationship with him. I don't want to be unfair to him, i want to be ready and not talk about my ex anymore. Mr. ex still communicates with me from time to time and i don't know what to do.

18 December 2014, 09:52 PM
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Another heart breaker!

Thanks to you! if it wasn't for you buddy i won't be stronger as i was a month ago. Thanks for showing me how i should be acting around boys next time.

14 December 2014, 07:55 PM
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why?

at what point did i turned you off? do i smell weird? do i act weird? what made you stop txting and convincing me? i like you already and i have been thinking about you nonstop. I shouldn't be liking you because you're too young for me. But you changed my mind when you showed me how a real man should be around the girl he likes. But i wonder? is this just for a show?are you just forcing yourself that you still like me? THIS IS JUST SO STUPID. I LOVE YOU, and I wish you love me too. I wish the...

13 December 2014, 03:35 PM
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what is it with boys?

He shows up really desperate to get your attention when you're not interested at first. Then when you try to talk to him and entertain him, he asks you for a date and is eager to talk to you. Then after dating a few times, he suddenly leaves you hanging! He won't communicate with you and talk to you all of a sudden. You fell for him instantly but his feelings for you seemed to fade. WHAT IS IT WITH YOU BOYS?! do we seem like a toy to you? i seem nice and decent! why leave me like this?

13 December 2014, 03:20 PM
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Desperate for you..

I don't know if you notice me being a little bit of clingy to you. But please don't think of me that way. I falling for you so don't break my heart. And i don't want you to think of me as an easy to get girl. I deserve better who will treat me more than i expect.

11 December 2014, 04:37 PM
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Don't leave me hanging!

I have this potential and i think soon to be a suitor that is giving me mixed signals. He shows affections on me personally but as soon as we are on our separate ways, he barely texts and calls me. :( what have i done to deserve a guy like this? i don't get it..

11 December 2014, 03:42 PM
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frenemies

i should not be friends with her from the beginning. She's totally giving me a headache. Seriously i feel like i am friends with an 8 year old girl. She's not even cute! She claims that she's cute BUT HELL NO!i didn't know such a person who really claims herself a cutie. WTF? i just go and smile at her and say "yeah you are cute". I hated how she controls me like whenever i want to go to a place she comes also. She's such a f*ckin' leech!

11 December 2014, 12:20 PM
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The ex-boyfriend Threat

wtf? after blaming me sleeping with other guys (which isn't true) and making me feel stupid after doing all the martyr girlfriend act, he still talks to me and forces me to give him my schedules. What is wrong with him? he's trying to tell me he still wants to get back together but in a threatening way. is this how he convinces me? by shoving a knife on my neck? is this how he says I LOVE YOU?

05 December 2014, 03:48 AM
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I miss you honey..

Despite all the rants i say against you on this diary entry, you still will be the love of my life. I LOVE YOU please do something that will change my mind and even my friends too. Please do something that a real man can only do when he truly loves that woman. I want you to do a lot of convincing and pursue everyone that you are worth the guy i should have.

28 November 2014, 04:27 PM
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