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One way

I wish to go lay down and cry myself to sleep . I never thought that life would let me fall this deep . Things I said in time as well as things you've done to me are yet another reason of promises I broke and did not keep true I feel I'm standing on a crossroad . I see the path of my heart on my left so clear , I see the path of dreams on my right as bright as crystal my dear . Yet, it is the path in front of me that I am forced to take and keep due to choices made of the path that I l...

28 November 2014, 06:00 AM
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The somebody

Reflection on the problems that lead to my busy life has brought me to the following realization. I will share. I meet so many people who need someone. Specifically, the need is for someone who will treat them in a certain way. Love, honor, cherish, the whole bit. This sounds so very innocuous at first, but think of what it means to a relationship. "I need someone" does not mean "I need you." You might not always love, honor, and cherish. Alternatively, you might just be one among many who ca...

18 November 2014, 08:35 AM
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A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again Ther...

20 June 2014, 11:20 AM
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Define 'Forgiveness'

Forgiveness is just one of those words that is easier said than done. It's not that one doesn't want to, it's just so very hard to do. The harsher the betrayal, the harder it is to forgive. Forgiveness is not for the other person, it is for the person who has been hurt. It is the start of a healing process that is so desperately needed. The longer a person holds a grudge or keeps the anger locked inside, the larger the chance of it festering and causing irreparable damage to the heart and sou...

20 June 2014, 11:10 AM
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Dear Friend ,

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world to find you If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you Find out what we're made of When we are called to help our friends in need You can count on me like 1 2 3 I'll be there And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2 And you'll be there Cause that's what friends are supposed to do If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep I'll sing a so...

22 March 2014, 05:23 PM
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Speak Now :)

I am not the kind of girl Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion But you are not the kind of boy Who should be marrying the wrong girl I sneak in and see your friends And her snotty little family all dressed in pastel And she is yelling at a bridesmaid Somewhere back inside a room Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry This is surely not what you thought it would be I lose myself in a daydream Where I stand and say Don’t say "Yes", run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out ...

22 March 2014, 05:13 PM
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`Le Handsome

22 March 2014, 05:13 PM
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Deep Sadness

Sad sad girl all alone crying all she wants to do is tell her story but nobody is listening to this sad sad girl all they do is talk talk about her flaws talk talk talk about her mistakes talk talk talk talk about her scares but nobody knows the pain in the game their playing.But nobody cares anymore so they talk talk about her flaws talk talk talk about her mistakes talk talk talk talk about her scares not knowing all their talking about her flaws led to all her mistakes causing more talking...

22 March 2014, 05:11 PM
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Girl ,

The same girl who smiles and talks non-stop,can also be the same one who cries herself to sleep at night. I know that because i am that girl most of the time.I hate being that girl so much i feel like I'm living a lie.And that lie get's bigger every day. I act like nothing is wrong and tell everyone that I'm good and fine. Sometimes i wish i could tell them how i really feel but I've tried that before it didn't they thought they knew what I'm going through but they don't or they said it was j...

22 March 2014, 05:10 PM
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Me when jealous ><

Jealous? Me jealous, no never. Well maybe sometimes, but why not. Your gorgeous, have boys falling at your feet. Your even said to be perfect. I envy you with a passion. "jealousy's a fucking funny thing" Hope I get well soon

22 March 2014, 05:05 PM
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-.- People -.-

We live in a world were everyone is afraid to express them selfs. Were people Judge you by the way you look. Were people Believe the rumors and no one believes the truth. Were you have to have name brand stuff to be cool. Were if you don't have friends it's because your weird or there's something wrong with you. Were if your not good at something then your stupid or slow. People don't understand that expressing your self is what makes you...You! People don't get that everyone doesn't get to p...

21 March 2014, 08:38 AM
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Kau pergi Juaaa :')

Kau pergi jua... Dari hidup ku.. Kini sendiri... Di hari-hariku.. Pulang ke dakapanku.. Aku ingin kau selalunya di sini Hanya hadirmu bisa menyatukan masa kita berdua... Kau pergi jua... Dari hidup ku... Kini sendiri... Di hari-hariku.. Pulang ke dakapanku.. Aku ingin kau selalunya di sini Hanya hadirmu bisa melenyapkan segala sunyi di sini Pulang ke dakapanku.. Aku ingin kau selalunya di sini Hanya hadirmu bisa menyatukan masa kita berdua Pulang ke dakapanku.. Aku ingin kau selalunya ...

16 December 2013, 02:38 PM
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Counting Stars *

Lately I been, I been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be counting stars Yeah, we'll be counting stars I see this life Like a swinging vine Swing my heart across the line In my face is flashing signs Seek it out and ye shall find Old, but I'm not that old Young, but I'm not that bold And I don't think the world is sold I'm just doing what we're told I feel something so right By doing the wrong...

26 November 2013, 09:57 AM
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Forget it , Im hopeless : /

I need a break from your sweet smile. That's why I have to be away for a while. There's always that look in your eyes which destroys my ability to lie. I need a break from your soft-spoken voice. That's why I've made this choice. We can still talk like decent human beings, although I often get tongue-tied and out-of-sync. I need a break from your absolute sweetness. I hate this feeling of utter hopelessness. That's why I shy away, not wanting to see you for a few days. I need to get over you....

26 November 2013, 09:34 AM
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Time wont come back for Me :<

I stand still. I keep quiet, letting the silence fill. Perhaps it can calm this riot, before insanity might kill. I remain very still. You know where I am. You can’t make me go against my will, or there’ll be a mental jam - and I’ll be way too tired to even give a damn. Yes, I’m still the same. Your efforts have been kind of lame. ‘Ignorance’ may be my new middle name. Don’t you think we’re already too old for this game? I’m not just tired. I’m even more than exhausted. Well, I’m fed up. Why ...

26 November 2013, 09:22 AM
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Stuborn Girl : /

I'm not an easy person to be with. I know that. I probably won't even try to make it easy for you. I'll be really difficult at times. It may seem like, at times, I don't want you, and I don't like you, but I do. I'll be a challenge, because I'm not the type of person who people walk all over. I'm not the person who puts up with bullshit. I'm not the person who will give you sympathy comments. When I say something, I mean it. If people are assholes to me, I throw them out of my life. I'm annoy...

26 November 2013, 09:04 AM
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Help me .

I'm stuck in the heart of a mountain, with dusk and dawn surround. I try breathing in but all I get is dark. Like my lungs have tarred with guilt, with agony. And I want to cry so badly but all I find is stillness. My body shivers as it cools my spine. How can the word give me this treasure when it knows my torture? Please, I ask have mercy. Let the glacier cut my heart. Let me see the field of grass in sun. I want to caress the blue beauty in the light. Take the silence from my throat. Tell ...

20 November 2013, 08:55 AM
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Crazy in Love

I can sit here, look up and die. Because the world without you is duller. The life without you is a fragile monster. One that I can´t fight off in my fear. Can you feel the dampness in my eyes? Can you feel the withering in my breath? Tell me you understand. Tell me it seeps in your heart too. Let me touch your pain. Let me fix your doubt. I know I can affix your joy. So give me the key. The key to your care. And allow me the honor. To love you like crazy.

20 November 2013, 08:54 AM
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Games in LOVE ><

I heard your a player, so lets play a game. Let's sweet talk. Let's play fight. Let's talk 24/7.let's tell each other goodnight and good morning every day. Let's take walks together. Let's give each other nicknames. Let's hang out with each others friends. Let's go on dates. Let's talk on the phone all night long. Let's hold each other. Let's hug and kiss, and whoever falls in love first, loses.

13 November 2013, 01:19 PM
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You were there ,

I know I love YOU. I know I like you. I know I adore you. But do you? Or if you do, do you care? Sometimes life seems like is not longer fair with us, that we crash into anything that brings us down and apparently is harder to get up thn ever, I know there're ever more hard siuations but when it comes to love, that's the one you can never let go, at least until you find someone who really cares. Not someone that uses you, not someone that just want you because they know you like them so they ...

13 November 2013, 01:14 PM
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