Someone Help??

I'm like always sad(there's more to it than that) Someone told me I might have depression but I don't find my sadness hard to cover up, it only comes out when I have time to think! What dose that mean??

30 January 2014, 08:54 PM
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Love

You just said you love me but your drunk so what do you know??

30 January 2014, 08:52 PM
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I sat on his lap and we cuddled... He can still chose her:(

24 January 2014, 10:42 PM
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DRUNK

I may be drunk but your all that's on my mind, I know I said it was your decision but im really hoping we end up together... I may go as far as love and I probably wont remember this in the morning but I think I love you

24 January 2014, 10:40 PM
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STOP

stop pushing me away because I swear im so close to giving up on you right now

20 January 2014, 08:46 PM
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The perfect one

All I want is someone to sit on the floor with me, tell me im pretty without my makeup on, watch harry potter or starwars and stuff like that with me and most importantly never lets my bitterness get in the way because he knows I don't mean it...

19 January 2014, 06:16 PM
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Ha so the other day someone told me I was likely to get abused by my partner when im older, I swear I was filled with rage, sadness and bad memory's... I nearly cried in front of everyone! When I was younger my ma' was in a relashonship with this man he used to hurt her and shout at us and when I cried he used to have this hoffific smile on his face. We had to move but he kept finding us:'( he's not found us again tho and hopefully he never will..

19 January 2014, 06:12 PM
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Was it a date?

On Thursday I met this boy iv liked for a long time(As friends). We went for a long walk but it rained so we took shelter in a pub, we laughed and joked soon the rain calmed down, and we left. We were walking along the wall by the sea when it started hailing!!! We sat in a shelter overlooking the sea. He told me to come closer and put his arm around me, I felt so, so comfy and safe I don't know how else to explain it.... we just sat there hugging. Oh well it stopped hailing so yet again we le...

19 January 2014, 06:06 PM
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All of my friends are "Taken" there all "so in love" and im just here like yeeep!!!! I mean I want to be with someone but im scared of being hurt or hurting them... Ive hurt to many and been hurt by so many more and theres this boy and id love to speak to him but..... What if he just reads it and dosent reply??? urghhh just fucking kill me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 January 2014, 06:52 PM
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So my mum was having a massive go at me because I over reacted over something and all of a sudden she tells me to stop being all emotional! She told me going on a walk with my mate (His father is dying and im just being a good mate) wont be a great idea as my granddad died recently.... That was it I just burst into tears as she said his name! I used to call his popsy the first letter and I was gone it was like 1000000 memory's coming back to me.... I just really miss him I wish he could come ...

15 January 2014, 06:47 PM
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I have friends but were different!!! There all so happy and giggly and I act just like them but im not!! im so different! I want a way out but I promised myself I wouldn't, not ever.... They don't know the real me... I don't know the real me but I shore know its not this!!!!

15 January 2014, 06:39 PM
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just re-apply!!!

Sometimes the times just aren't right, you have no choice but to put up a fight??? And you know that if you could its all you would do, just to make him feel the same too??? re-apply your make-up man, you'll soon realise that you can!!! be the girl you want to be, take a breath and just be free!!!

07 January 2014, 07:47 PM
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Okay!!!

How many times have you said im okay?? I bet you didn't mean it! How many times have you said im fine?? I bet you lied! Truth is no one is ever entirely okay but some are just sadder than others!!!

07 January 2014, 12:05 AM
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Okay so I feel like I should talk about how I feel. I was walking down the road earlier today and I felt dark. It's like im just a hollow shell put on this earth to make up the numbers. I feel alone and no one understands and to everyone who says it gets better, it gets worse! I'm inlove with a boy whose taken and im haunted by my past. I wish I could go back and change it! I got given the question I made the decision and look where it got me!!!

06 January 2014, 11:58 PM
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hi I'm Tasha I'm 15 and I don't like a lot of things. I'm always either really happy, really sad or really angry. I've been through a lot so I have a reason to be how I am, so please don't think im just another depressing teenager girl who hates her life over some lad because theres more to it than that:).

06 January 2014, 11:48 PM
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