Stressing And Can't Decide

It's that time where it's all starting to hit me. I basically only have one more full month of learning in school and then May is all testing. After that, I am done. And now comes the hard decision of choosing a college. Getting waitlisted for two of my top schools is not making this decision any easier. I still have a small glimmer of hope that I get into one of those schools but I don't know if that will happen or when. So for now I am left with pretty much two options that I am looking at ...

10 March 2014, 10:48 PM
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Two Worlds

I have two different worlds. One with my boyfriend and one with my friends. I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half and I have fallen totally and completely in love with him. He never went to my school so none of my friends really know him. I tried to get them to meet but they just seem to clash. And I feel like they just judge him right away and don't even give him a chance. None of my friends have ever been in a relationship so they have no idea what it is like. I have no one to...

03 January 2014, 08:04 PM
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Why does it matter?

What's funny is that I tell myself that I don't care what people think about me. But on the inside I really do. And I keep telling myself not to. I'm trying. Why do I care what he or she thinks about me? Do they matter? I guess it's just human nature to want to feel loved and wanted by someone. And even if we have that want and love, we still want to feel accepted by everyone else. So is it wrong to feel like that?

29 December 2013, 10:21 PM
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A New Kind of Blogging

Well I have been trying to find ways to blog but every time I do, I fail miserably. I signed up for so many sites and it all ended in an epic fail. Why? Because I don't have that one thing that defines me. I don't want to just write about fashion or books or music. I don't want to have to categorize myself. I wanted something more personal than that. Which is why I am giving Diary a whirl and see how this site works out for me. Another question I keep asking myself is who is going to care? Wh...

29 December 2013, 05:26 PM
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