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Part of Her

The night after my Grandma died. I went to my mothers house. I had always thought that she had favored my sister more than me. But my mom told me while we were alone how my grandma always saw the good in me. Even though I was shy and hardly ever spoke. She was always so happy to hear my silly stories from school I had or my new accomplishments in Band and loved looking through the Yearbook I helped create. She inspired me to become a nurse and got me into this Nurse Camp for a local hospital ...

17 July 2014, 06:36 AM
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The Ill Woman

My Grandma has been on this earth for a long 63 years before she was diagnosed with a life-threatening cancer. She has stage four pancreatic cancer that has moved to her liver and some other vital organs. She lost what little weight she had (being skinnier than I am) to become skin and bones. She's had this cancer for three months now. She is now bed ridden and her death date coming closer and closer as she can hardly speak and sleeps most of every day. I went into her room last night to say ...

08 July 2014, 08:10 PM
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Questioning?

Yes I have a boyfriend. But I don't know if I love him. Part of me wonders if maybe it's just him and the other part wonders when I have ever been attracted to a male before. What frighten's me is that I cannot remember. I'm only 16 and I should remember this. Then I think "Have I been attracted to a girl before?" The answer is shocking to me also...that yes I have been. Now I fully support gay rights and find nothing wrong with two people in love but my family thinks other wise which I truly...

06 July 2014, 08:21 AM
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A Sucky Poem Written by Me

Once there was a boy who laughed too much. But he only laughed to please others... He hardly felt happy;only sadness within. But he was radiant like the sun. Once there was a boy who smiled too much. He smiled only to hide his emotions. Inside him was an empty void; begging to be filled. For he was lonely just like the sun. Once there was a boy who discovered himself in the bed of another boy. He realized he was different from everyone else. People called him names; but he kept quiet. ...

03 July 2014, 04:01 AM
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The Seven Month Relationship

He's a band nerd and I'm a band nerd. We met during Pep Band while playing at one of the Football games. His hair was a curly red that was longer than his shoulders and he had freckles all over his face and arms. We hit it off right away debating who was better Loki or Thor; and instantly I developed a crush on him. November 30th was cold but not nothing I couldn't handle being a born and raised Washingtonians (as we call ourselves). And my older sister by two years decided her boyfriend, her...

02 July 2014, 06:50 AM
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One of Those People

I over think things. What color best suits me, what I want for breakfast, how my life will turn out, etc. I have always admired the people who wake up and just follow their instincts or go get a tattoo or some crazy thing. But here I am thinking of what shoes make my feet look better (crazy, I know). Like I want tattoos but I have been thinking of placement and and what it would be for years now; I mean if I want one why shouldn't I just go one? I mean besides the fact that I am underage. I W...

02 July 2014, 06:26 AM
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The Beginning of, well, Me.

Born on a very sunny May 28th in Washington State, United States of America, I was placed into a Christian family with an older sister. Four years later my parents divorced and I moved from the suburbs with my mother and sister. Two years later my mother decided to move me, against my will, to a private Christian school that we could not afford. Which after eight years of that I decided I hated and went to the highly praised public school and moved in with my father and his girlfriend of 10 y...

02 July 2014, 05:55 AM
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Look Out

The show Awkward. on MTV is one of the most watched shows in my generation. This show is about the complicated life of an awkward high schooler and followers her on her scripted misadventures; Jenna this is. She keeps an online diary of everything she goes through and this is what I plan to do. No lies. No melodramatics. Just straight up facts and thoughts on my part. No judgement on your part. This is who I am and I hope you all except that. WARNING: Tyops should be expected.

02 July 2014, 05:25 AM
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