A plan

So there's a plan now. We've finally decided on a date and her parents should be available that date. Meaning I can come over! But then again, I'm worried about 'her'. She doesn't seem extremely excited, doesn't show any interest in talking cute or romantic, or even talking. Perhaps she regrets the past. I'm unsure of my feelings as well. I just really hope this turns out well.

16 March 2015, 11:14 PM
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an update

It's been a while since I've written something. Partially because I'm really lazy and partially because this website's layout suck. The last month has been odd. We've started talking less and less to the point where were talked shortly like once a week. Yesterday we were able to talk again. Valentines day and all. After one and a half month of not checking her facebook, I checked it again and was relieved to not see anything that would worry me. I wrote a romantic poem for her (which she th...

15 February 2015, 06:04 PM
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School Starts Again

As the title implies, school has started again. Time to study for tests and try to get along with classmates and friends. I've been more at ease and started playing video games again as well as a few other things I enjoy doing. Sadly I do feel like my connection with 'her' is getting less and less. It always feels like she doesn't really care or wants to talk. I'm always afraid that she doesn't truly love me. I hope that if the worst comes to worst, she'll at least end it before we first meet.

07 January 2015, 09:13 PM
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Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to everyone. Or Happy holidays, some people prefer to hear the latter. Whether you're having trouble in life, or if life's going great. Lift your head and look at the sky! Soon fireworks will shine and snow might fall. (it already has here) I'm going to try to stay strong, and you should do the same!

27 December 2014, 05:54 PM
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Better

I decided to take a leap of faith. I told 'her' about me cutting myself, and ofc she was shocked. But she didn't react the way I expected her to, which is a good thing. I haven't cut since talking to her and it's been going better. Found a new game to play, settled some problems and telling 'her' might have brought us a bit closer as well. Now let's hope things stay good for a while.

22 December 2014, 11:15 PM
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I have to stop again

I've been cutting a lot again lately, so far I've cut about 20 times. For both myself and others I should probably try to stop doing it. (the image above is not my own)

18 December 2014, 06:08 PM
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Cutting

Who here is cutting or was cutting him/her self?

17 December 2014, 02:48 PM
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Driven Insane

Lately I have been feeling extremely anxious. Something going on in my head again and I can't seem to get it out. Yesterday I made two very small cuts again, I haven't done it for years but yesterday I did it again. I think part of it is related to 'her' being so far away. Perhaps I should let her go or distance myself from her so I can continue without her should it ever come to that. This anxious feeling, it's killing me.

15 December 2014, 05:56 PM
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Her

I'm going to start at the beginning to explain a bit about her. So I met her online (begin 2013), some people might find this odd, some people don't find it odd, but it was special for me. After a while she started showing an interest in me (mid 2013). Someone showed interest in me even though no one else has done so ever before. She really looked like she was into me even though she had never seen me before. I told her that we didn't share the same feeling at the time, but she was persisten...

13 December 2014, 03:50 PM
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Me

So something about me. I'm 17, Male. I have lived quite the odd life and it would be too much write everything down. So I'll go over a few fundamental things about my life. I have been bullied for my entire childhood, only after I changed schools 3x did the bullying stop. The school that I attend now is nice compared to the previous ones and I have become a lot stronger. Both physically and mentally. Last april my mom passed away due to cancer. Which was a terrible moment in my life. The on...

13 December 2014, 03:24 PM
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Hello

This is my first note that I put here. Some people enjoy reading stuff about other people's live, and I want to talk about it because there's no one else I can or want to tell it to.

13 December 2014, 03:10 PM
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