sleepy

I am so sleepy, I don't want to go to work tomorrow, my so called boyfriend is in the living room snoring so loud I want to stuff a sock in his mouth lol. by beautiful baby boy is asleep o my bed I don't want to move him for the fear that he will scream lol. but still I sit here I cant stop making my mind racing from thought to thought and it's not just about one thing its a million thoughts.

16 May 2014, 06:47 AM
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today was a sad day for my father's side of my family. my aunt's brother in law was killed, there are so many rumors going around but no one really knows the truth. I sit here writing this and all I can do is think about him, he was only 24 with 2 kids, but to me he would always be the little boy that like being at my grandmothers more then being at him mom's he hung out with my little sister and cousin. he was more like family then just my aunt's brother in law and now he is gone, its just d...

16 May 2014, 06:43 AM
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In a pissy mood

I need to go to sleep its late night and I've just finished doing some research for my boyfriends assignment, I know what your thinking... what the hell are you doing? but I am just helping as much I can since he needs to wake up at 5am for work, speaking of work I really don't want to go tomorrow I actually want to quit my job. I have a headache I need to go wash bottles for my baby and his dad is snoring so loud I just want to smack him ugh!!!! this headache is getting to me. plus I'm hungr...

14 May 2014, 07:17 AM
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Keep it positive

Staying at my Momma's tonight trying to do party invitations for my baby's birthday next month, I can't believe that my baby is going to be 1 it makes me want to cry especially after all the bs that I have gone thur with his dad but all I know is that I need to just keep it positive

13 May 2014, 06:40 AM
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Just one of them days

Ugh having one if then days where I just want to scream and slap a bitch. My tire is messed up and a new one is almost $200 wtf is that so had to take time out of wok to find a used one cus I need my truck. Then to top it off this lame ass motherfucker had the nerve to ask me who why I said he was burning a bitch which is true he did I just pointed out to the bitch not to forget that she was the one burning when she was messing with him and after I lauded that shit out he come back I haven't ...

12 May 2014, 09:26 PM
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Up late

I'm up late a lil on the I want to beat my baby daddy side lol you would too if I had my baby daddy I love him so much and I knew the person he was before us moving back in together and having out son, but when I'm up late I start to think about all the bull shit that he has out me thur and the fact that I am still here OMG I need to beat myself for this. But what makes me pissed tonight is that it was Mother's Day and not even a mother say day hug or card to show his appreciation for carryin...

12 May 2014, 08:02 AM
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where should i start

I don't know where to begin. I was so use to the open diary website but now its gone which is sad for me. well anyway, I'm 28 years old just had my first baby almost a year ago, I just can't believe it I mean I had never thought that I would have a baby but now that I have I just can't seem to imagine my life without him. now his father things with him have always been very confusing. him and I have known each other for 4 years now but we are not in a relationship we are friends with benef...

12 May 2014, 06:53 AM
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