Journal_pane_9637061386019366

Alone

So, I've just gotten out of a two year relationship. I feel isolated and unloved. I know it's for the best we're not together as we didn't get along at the end, but it's still difficult coming to terms with it. I thought it was okay but clearly not as I've just gone back to self harming. Something I haven't done in awhile. I'm really disappointed in myself. I wish I still had him to confide in.. he was never very supportive as such, but it's comforting to have someone to turn to all the same.

02 December 2013, 09:22 PM
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Journal_pane_9637061386019160

History.

I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. I'm on antidepressants, which help a lot, however I have a tendency to stop taking them sometimes. I don't even know why. I guess to be honest, I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. I come from a separated home, with an absent father and an abusive, alcoholic mother. Most of my childhood was shit. Now, I'm at college and I have contact with my dad, my mum has gotten help with her alcoholism and we are on better terms. I self harm, although I'm ...

02 December 2013, 09:19 PM
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Confession

So, I've been lying to myself. Saying everything is fine and it's not. I'm going to start being honest because I'm letting myself down. I have no one to talk to about anything, as I wouldn't feel comfortable confiding in any of my friends. Here's to hoping this is the first step on the road to making my life that little bit better!

02 December 2013, 09:09 PM
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