I'm sorry, the two most common words in my life. I tend to say it every time I do something wrong, but it has no affect n my guilt at all. I wish I knew how to solve problems better.
Lately, I've had a very bad week. Apparently, my friend had backstabbed me and called me a slut in a shuttle way. That totally is nice of her! Around her I act as if i didn't know she said anything. But what ever I do she would almost completely ignore me or just give me the face. The face in which she doesn't want to talk to me. I mean I don't even know what I did wrong? I never once backstabbed her but she has lost my trust and has backstabbed me! Also, me and my friend emily has been notic...
Hurting others that are close to you, can be one of the worst feeling in the world. Its something I do on a daily basis. Which is one of the many reasons, I would love to be isolated. Another one is your best friends thinking your crazy due to your high depression or something. I only wished they understood me, a little bit more. They see me as this fun and chill person, but you know what there is some meaning behind this fake smile..