School break

My country is fighting for its rights and having people on the streets sometimes making a lot of riots made it difficult to go out and go to school so I've been in home 3 and a half weeks and tomorrow I have to come back to school even tho there will be a massive march of students protesting and it's also the anniversary of the death of Hugo Chávez ex-president and a son of a bitch. Well, I have a lot of queued work and of course I haven't done it because I'm just too lazy so I better hurry u...

04 March 2014, 08:50 PM
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Insegura.. penosa

Creo que soy una de las personas más inseguras y penosas que hay, para empezar no creo que sea realmente buena para nada.. Se cantar, pero es como que dicen "Si alguien te dice que haces mal la única cosa que piensas que haces bien, es devastante" y pues prefiero no arriesgarme así que ya no le canto a casi nadie, actualmente estoy en el coro de la UCLA que es la universidad de mi cuidad, porque aspiro a ser médico y gracias a eso puedo entrar más rápido a veces pienso que soy buena otras vec...

28 February 2014, 11:16 PM
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Traveling

I want to travel again! Last year I went to Canada and I had a road trip over there, I also went to the USA and spent 3 days in NYC I totally loved New York it is like I have always pictured it in my mind.. I saw a girl in the Bryant Park reading.. she looked so peaceful even tho people was so loud she was just so perfect and into her book I will always remember that girl I don't know why. Anyways I want to go back!! 3 days was not enough!! But this year I wanted to go to Brazil for the wor...

19 February 2014, 03:17 AM
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Mi país..

Venezuela es el país más bello del mundo (al menos para mí) y no es porque soy venezolana es porque tenemos de todo! Mi país tiene mares, mi país tiene selvas, bosques, páramos, sabanas y desiertos.. Mi país tiene gente con toda clase de mezclas de razas nadie es completamente negro ni completamente ario, todos somos mezclados como yo que soy hija de madre de familia italiana y padre venezolano.. Mi país es uno de los países (por no decir el mayor) con reservas multimillonarias de petróleo, g...

17 February 2014, 12:23 AM
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14/02/14

Valentine's day! What a wonderful holliday isn't it? Well it is!! Love is in the air and virginities are being lost all over the world (haha). I spent it with my lovely boyfriend who gave me beautiful earings; I gave him a shirt and a box filled with chocolates made by myself and a friend. He loved it even tho the shirt was a size smaller.. But it fits him anyways. I went to his house and it was DIFFICULT because there were no taxis working!! (I'll explain why in my next post) and when I fina...

16 February 2014, 11:34 PM
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Throwbacksunday

This happened on February 6th, I texted my ex-ex boyfriend because it was his birthday and I also called him, I was just being kind and polite, but then when we hang up he texted me again and woOOOW what a message. He said: "I love you and I don't care that you have a boyfriend or that I have a girlfriend, and I know that you don't love me back but every time this feeling comes out I tell you and I lose my pride but well.. I don't really care, I like loving someone who is not from my family a...

16 February 2014, 10:58 PM
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17

Yesterday I turned 17 and as usual I had a quiet day a lot of congrats and hugs but quiet. My bestfriend gave me earings and chocolate my parents gave me nothing but I asked them to give me money and my aunts gave me money. My super CARING boyfriend went to sleep at 11:30 on the 27th and I was like oh, he's not gonna wait till 12 ok (I know it is childish but I'd love it!) he wake up at 6am and I got nothing not even a hi oh ok he went to the university I guess and then at almost 1pm he said...

29 January 2014, 03:26 PM
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La mente es un lugar maravilloso.

Estaba tomando una ducha y me puse a pensar, lo cual es común en mi, pero esta vez no fue acerca de las cosas que quiero sino que fue sobre las cosas que he hecho. Durante los 16 (casi 17) años de vida que tengo no he sido la mejor persona y la verdad es que no me interesa serlo, pero aún así estando consiente de mi situación quiero tener una mejor vida. La verdad es que estuve en el mismo colegio durante 10 años y de allí solo logré querer a unas 5 muchachas que estudiaron conmigo. Mi mejor ...

26 January 2014, 12:14 AM
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...and I lied.

I lied to him. Jose just arrived from the US yesterday and he had a party last night. His best friend tried to make me jelous by telling me Jose was at the party in the house of a girl with big boobs who loves him, I acted like it was fine but I really got mad and we were supposed to go to the movies today but I told him I'm going to visit my aunt (lame), and he believed me, he's such a good boy I know that he's not a cheating one because someone cheated on him and he hates it but idk I got c...

19 January 2014, 05:24 PM
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Proyect.

My final proyect is about breast cancer and it's really long. I've been doing it by myself even tho I have a group. The thing is that I don't trust that they are going to do a good job I have this bad habit where I need to do everything otherwise it'll be awful. If I were in another school I could use this proyect to get easily into meds school but my school is not in that program. That's my biggest goal. I'm gonna be a doctor...

19 January 2014, 05:10 PM
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Todo es mejor al momento ¿no?

Pues estoy muy molesta, triste y ya ni siquiera se que pensar. Faltan 14 días para mi cumpleaños 17 y la verdad solo estoy emocionada por el hecho de que faltaría sólo un año para tener 18 y ser "semi libre" Odio tener que ser dependiente, depender de mis padres me harta. Entonces mi papá me acaba de preguntar "¿Qué haremos el 28?" Y yo le respondí "Pues nada, yo tengo clases" a lo que él me dijo "Te compro una torta de chocolate como la que le compraron a tu tío" Claro que quiero la torta y ...

15 January 2014, 01:47 AM
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Him

I love you and I miss you so much I can't wait for you to come back from the US.. I reaaaaaaaaaaaaally need to see my bestfriend and boyfriend.

14 January 2014, 07:06 PM
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Worried

So, my parents want to leave the country and they are using me to do it like they want me to study overseas and of course that would be a dream come true and I know Venezuela is a mess but I have my family here, boyfriend and friends and I know I'll make new ones and I know I'll have a new boyfriend and whatever but I like them and I love them. Even tho going to Meds School is my dream I don't know what to do or think. This is going to be a rough year.

06 January 2014, 07:10 PM
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De nuevo..

No es que no salga, es que es muy difícil poder lograrlo. Tengo que mentirle a mis padres para poder salir a algunos lugares y no a drogarme o ser una adolescente rebelde sino a divertirme con mis amigo/as y mi novio. Si digo la verdad he aprendido que es mucho más difícil que me dejen y esto de verdad me pone muy triste porque odio mentir y ya tengo 16 años, deberían darme al menos un poco de confianza. El fin de semana pasado salí el viernes (a mi fiesta de promoción y logré ver a mi novio...

06 December 2013, 10:35 PM
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WHY THE FUCK AM I SO UGLY???

I'm all flaws, my nose is the only fucking italian thing I have, but it's huge!! I hate it.. My hair is so thick and ugly and puaj!! I also hate my body hair so much I'm so ashamed I don't want to be intimate with my boyfriend with the lights on because I have little hairs growing on my belly yes, just like a man.. And my nipples and I had to get rid of them and it was painful! I think I have some hormonal problems.. But my mom doesnt take me to the doctor. I hate my feet, also my fingers.. ...

06 December 2013, 05:08 AM
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Holiday break!

I'm oficially on vacations! A whole month. I want to finish the book I'm reading which is really good (Red one, two, three. By John Katzenbach) and I wanna read as many books as I can and I want to do the same with movies and tv shows!! I'm not a party person perhaps I went to my Prom last friday, that. was. insane. So much tequila and rum. Obviously my date was my boyfriend ishfousf and it was a pretty good party!. Well then, it makes me happy because it means I get to be lazy! But on the o...

04 December 2013, 06:30 PM
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So.. we did it.

We had sex and it was.. weird as I expected. I finished school and went to the mall where he was we took a taxi and went to his house (he was "ALONE") when we got there HIS SISTER WAS THERE!! sleeping but still weird.. we went to his room and started kissing and stuff and he asked if I wanted to do it, I said yes but that we needed a condom (he's told me before that he didn't have condoms) and he said he bought a box in the mall haha, I put him the condom on and we had sex but when he penetra...

27 November 2013, 03:18 PM
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Genial pero difícil.

Cada vez que lo veo es maravilloso, nunca había sido tan feliz la verdad, pero sinceramente vernos es cada vez mas difícil ya que mi papá no me deja tener novio ni me deja salir con un solo chico, así que me tengo que inventar las 1001 maneras para lograr vernos. El domingo pasado conocí a sus padres y fue demasiado trabajo para llegar a su casa, había dicho a mi papá que me llevara a casa de una amiga que vive cerca de él, claro, mi papá me dejaba a que mi amiga y yo me iba caminando a su ca...

02 November 2013, 05:35 PM
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Aaaaaarrrghhh!!!

I'm starting school on Monday this is my senior year! I should be happy, shouldn't I? Well, I am! but.. I'm a little bit scared because what If I don't make it to Med School? What if I can't be a doctor? I can't picture my future without being a doctor. It's my dream and I'm afraid I wont make it. I want to be a Trauma Surgeon.. I wish I could save a lot of lives! Please please I want this year to be good!

27 September 2013, 09:07 PM
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Ok I feel like..

..a slut. Today my boyfriend asked me things about what I did with my ex and when my boyfriend met me he thought I was really quiet and like a nun but actually I am not that quiet.. I know I'm not a slut for having sex with my ex I mean it doesn't make me a slut, does it? I'm not screwing guys like whores on tequila. I made a mistake, even tho I like sex I had sex with the wrong person. I don't want him to think I'm easy or something.. Goddamnit.

27 September 2013, 08:54 PM
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