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Being selfish

I cried myself to sleep yesterday because I realized I am going to die. No, I don't have a terminal illness or anything like that. I am turning 33 and realization that maybe half of my life is already gone made me cry. In a snap of a finger - and another 30 years will be gone just as quick. I imagined myself disappear into a complete darkness and not being able to see or hear anything while the busy life around is still carrying on. And I hated myself at that moment for being so selfish and c...

01 July 2016, 05:00 PM
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Having an early midlife crisis

and reconsidering life ahead of my birthday

01 July 2016, 03:34 PM
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All the guys who used to like me are married now (and not to me). What is that supposed to mean?

01 July 2016, 03:30 PM
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