am i cool yet

question that ive been asking myself. Help me, I always care about what others think about me. I know that I am that lame girl in school and unattractive. How can I stop? I am just angry with my "friends" who left me.

25 May 2014, 12:34 PM
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I am seriously lame. I thought I am very close to certain people. But now that they get some "fame" they just left me and I feel LAME. You have no idea how I want to hang out with this people again like we used to. Sometimes I wanna cry how I thought they would be ok with me eating lunch with them.

25 May 2014, 12:30 PM
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idk

I have no idea what I wrote cause I just type whatever comes to my mind and just post.

25 May 2014, 12:28 PM
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popularity

I don't know if popularity is important in school. I like getting noticed. I like being the cool kid. I mean, I think I am cool but I don't think im cool in a way that I have a lot of friends. I want to be cool badly. It's funny cause im invisible. I am a lame kid who doesn't have a lot of friends and don't have people to do the stuff I wanna do.

25 May 2014, 12:27 PM
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my day

I was having a good day. was having a good Monday. But slowly, people just ruin my day. First, it was drama. There's this girl who is just bossy. Next, my mother.

14 April 2014, 04:59 PM
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my mother

Mother. Usually mother sounds like a good person. Someone who gives you good advices. Someone who shows her love and care to the child. My mother is different. My own blood mother. My mother is not a good listener. Sometimes, I just wanna talk about my day but she likes to wander around or ignore me completely. She gives bad advices that made my future bad. I cant complain anymore. Whatever it is, she's still my mother.

14 April 2014, 04:53 PM
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I just want you to notice my effort in making you happy.

11 April 2014, 09:48 AM
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2014.

I know, it's april but to me, it's never too late to think about what I wanna achieve by the end of the year. I am not going to list all of the goals. Well, I just wanna see why my life is meaningful. And I want to boost my confidence, improve on my academic. Other than that, I wanna be happy.

11 April 2014, 09:35 AM
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friend

dear diary, i couldn't believe it. i used to have a really good friend but now he changed. since he got a new girl, and that girl is like quite pretty, he gets more attention. And he changed completely. I said hi to him today and he looked away. He is friends with the popular kids in school and forget about me completely. I mean, i don't like him or anything (in fact my friend likes him but he's a douchebag to her which is why im a bit upset) He's no longer the funny person i know. he is now...

07 April 2014, 07:30 AM
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what's up

where did my friends go?

07 April 2014, 07:15 AM
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