what about me?

life isnt fair and it will never be - i understand that. but why is it to much to ask for my marriage to be fair. something about me or what i want? in ten years i feel we have done very little besides work... but anytime we do something it is never what i chose. this may seem selfish or childish but after so long it really gets to you. i am a women that loves sports so i happily attend games with my husband but anything else... unless it involves drinking ( and he will never not drink... i e...

31 May 2014, 01:56 PM
1 love: tofindme
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my stresses. helpful ideas?

i always seem to feel better when i write what is bothering me... gives me a moment to re-read it and exhale... like in some way i am letting it go. -my confidence(like previously stated in an entry) i just want to wake up and feel go about myself inside and out. i want to be wanted more than i feel i am. -my little brother (17 years old) lives with my husband daughter and myself. he has lived here a little over two years because my parents having issues with eachother. my brother and i (havi...

25 May 2014, 02:19 PM
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how can some people be so confident and others not at all. i am not a confident person overall... i have moments of confidence when it pertains to certain things but that is all. i care way to much what others think... i always have. is it cause i wasnt a "cool" kid and just wanted to be? and it is just something that i have kept over all these years?... now as a business owner people think i am so confident and pretty... that i was the "pretty" and "spoiled" girl... as sweet as it all is why...

24 May 2014, 10:05 PM
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who am i?

for my first diary entry i would like to state roughly what i am looking for out of this... finding myself. since graduating high school (almost 10 years ago) i feel i have lose sight of what I truly like and want to be. i am a 27 year old mother of a perfect 2 year old girl, wife to my husband and we own a business. people seem to think i have this perfect life and i am this perfect girl.... well i am not too happy. i do have a great life but for some reason i am not happy with it. what is m...

23 May 2014, 09:32 PM
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