if you died tomorrow. would you be regretful of what you didn't accomplish? the only thing i would regret whole heartedly, would be not being the happiest person i could possibly be.
This depression is eating at me. I've changed. Don't worry, I'm talking to a therapist every week, and my mom thousands of miles away knows everything. I'm not a physical danger to myself or others. I can't lie and say I'm not a danger to my own mental health. I've changed like i stated before. I'm not this smiley bubbly girl anymore. I'm broken, although you'd never guess it. I'll never truly show you how weak I feel. I go home after work and I can't stop crying. I'm not numb, and I won't t...
how do you tell someone you're so depressed its debilitating. i cant even get out of bed.
Things fall apart
If I have to be honest, V was right, I am an emotional wreck right now. I feel as though everything is entropic, I can't find a safe place anywhere. Throughout my life, school, academia has always been my safe place--I know what you're thinking, that sounds so pretentious. But school for me has always been something I enjoyed, looked forward to. I escaped in knowledge and learning, and it was something I was innately good at. But lately even that has been taken away from me. I've heard gett...
I'm a girl. I'm a PhD student. I live in a big city. I have long hair. I'm always smiling. I believe in astrology. Hardly any of these facts are connected, yet they describe me. Note they do not define me.