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She.

she thought everything had changed her life seemed to be going in a better route. but lately she hadn't felt the same. but she just kept hiding behind her smile. pushing away the ones who loved her most thinking she's preventing herself from more pain. especially from him..but lose him or stay with him she has nothing to lose nor gain. yes he makes her happy and make her smile but it always last for just a little while. she spends so much of her time pushing him away only because shes forgot...

23 April 2015, 07:10 AM
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come home.

i know right know you're in the clouds soaring, while you were there you got misguided, started fighting with your mind, who knows how much time til you come back. i hear your voice and you say you're ready to come back. but i hear it in your voice there's still something you lac k, there's no rush i keep telling you but i know you don't want anyone telling you what to do,i'm supposed to see you today and i'm scared, this whole thing has me fucked up too. when i see you don't know what i'm ...

21 April 2015, 09:09 PM
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prayers

up all night, counting my blessings saying my prayers trying not to ask for too much, but its a little hard when the things in life you deal with seem too hard.all this tragedy is leaving us scars. my moms afraid ready to give in, these demons are tellling her she cant swim on, mean while im dealing with depression fighting it and trying to make progression.i believe in that saying things fall apart so other things can fall in place but i see the look on my moms face and she looks like she c...

21 April 2015, 08:56 AM
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This is all so unreal, i feel like ive lost you for good. why this happened and whats going on no one knows.the pain on everyones face shows. i wish you would have spoke up and let know what you were going through, but now its to late at this point no one can get through.talked to you early and you dont sound to good, baby girl come i need you to pull through, we were supposed to get through this life together, tried to let you know im still by your side but you were in such a hurry to say by...

21 April 2015, 08:32 AM
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