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The last day of school

I was suppose to write this On the last day of school which was on June 5 The last day of school was not very much sad for me In fact , It diddn't feel like it was the last day of school and I've been waiting so long for this day. As I left the school there was this little bit of sadness that was inside of me as I looked at it. Sure I wasn't going to miss it . It wasn't the worse school year I have had but it was one that I experienced things I never experienced. Particularly my ex boyfrien...

09 June 2014, 09:23 PM
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The wait

God waiting for a call back from a job is as tough as a teenager desperately waiting for her period to come after the condom broke.... So On Wednesday remember when I said I went Job hunting ? I went inside Forever 21 to ask if they had any applications , they said they were having open interviews on Saturday which was great cause that same day I fucked up my interview with Levi's and oh yeah , today I was looking through my email and it turns out Levi's sent me a rejection letter on June 4t...

09 June 2014, 09:05 PM
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Frustration

So today I went sawgrass with my mom to apply for jobs and honestly I am disappointed. I felt as if my appearance and my work experience cut my chances of getting any job. I'm not smart enough and I'm not good enough for anything. I honestly Just want to cut myself and watch myself die as the blood completely leaves my body. I hate my life and I hate myself. sincerely , Sadie

04 June 2014, 08:18 PM
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Dear diary , I am very confused and my future is not vivid. I am procasinating and have no motivation for anything. Perhaps its fear? I need something to take me out of this slump I'm in . But the only one that take me out is myself . The only problem...how? Sincerely , Wadney

04 June 2014, 03:07 PM
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