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I deserve better

It's not that I don't like you anymore. Or that I don't want to speak to you or talk to you. It's the fact that you've never showed me that you really cared. That you really liked me. I know for sure that you like me. It's quite obvious. If you really liked me that much you would have already made a decision. If you really cared you would actually call me and ask me how am I doing. So, I think I deserve better than this. I don't know if you can give me what I want. I deserve someone to love m...

17 June 2014, 02:51 PM
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but... she looks so beatiful when she cries

What is the reason for your tears? You know he also likes you. Is it because he can't give you what you need? Is it because he doesn't give you what you deserve as a woman? Or maybe is because now you understand how uninportant it is. And how important it is at the same time. To have someone to hold you instead of leaving you alone to cry. To feel protected and understood. And the fact that he doesn' t realize how important this is what makes it more difficult. Only time will tell, but if h...

10 June 2014, 10:53 PM
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Watering

Where should I (re)start? Is there even a button for that? The mind is a dangerous thing, once it starts working it never stops. One minute guilty and the next one so proud. Guilt, guilt, guilt. There is happiness even in that word. To be honest I don't feel as guilty as I think I should feel. For doing this and that. Maybe it's because I feel that we already belong to each other. 'Oh, ONLY the Lord knows' You say. But why is there something inside me telling me that I´m right, that this is r...

09 June 2014, 04:45 PM
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I'm too honest

And not the kind of 'bad manners' honest. The kind that even would hurt myself without even noticing. It's amazing how people actually live by the appearance. Still learning how to work that out.

07 September 2013, 04:44 PM
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Made this diary to reflect my thoughts and inspirations. Some private, some not...

04 September 2012, 03:33 PM
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