A five Star Day.

Apparently, September 4 2015 , Friday, has to be the best day so far as 2015 started. We had the Teacher's Day celebrations in our school. We had a dance performance. We were like 5 people and I was kinda like the lead. The best part was that this junior of mine, he's just an year young to me, complimented me and my friend! I received quite some compliments and it made my day! Also, I just realised how much I'm going to miss school. A lot. Can the time just stop already? I'm going to be fucki...

05 September 2015, 04:17 PM
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Shawn Peter Raul Mendes.

Okay. I don't have any idea how to even start with this boy. I'm totally in love with his voice. His voice has some sort of magic to it. I can listen to it everytime. And not forgetting about his incredibly handsome looks. He has the cutest smile in this world. I'm obsessed with him. Why cant i just meet him already? .

16 August 2015, 05:44 PM
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Realisation.

It sounds really weird what I'm thinking about it. Actually my friend told me a few days ago that she had something to tell me but she'll wait until she realised it completely. Later when I asked her if she had realised it she said yes but disagreed to share it with me saying that I wouldn't understand. I'm having really creepy and awkward vibes and have a hint of what she might be thinking about. She's acting kinda weird and smiling always when I ask her about it. Later a few days ago she c...

16 August 2015, 05:41 PM
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self portrait.

I'm going to draw myself literally. It's me whom I'm drawing. Besides I changed my hair colour. Made it wavy and gave myself a fine hairstyle. Clothed myself in my type of clothes: Plaid shirts and sweaters with cute collar pins. I cant wait to finish it.

07 August 2015, 05:03 PM
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she.

And all of a sudden she changed. She was a different person now. A new mindset. A new soul. She had stars and moons on her forehead and glitter in her eyes. She wasn't going to stop yet. There was no end for her.She became fearless. And now she loved herself more and more. She dressed in blues and pinks and lilacs and yellows and filled her life with colours. She walked with dignity and talked of confidence. She's not shy anymore. She's not afraid to think of the galaxies and the stars. S...

05 August 2015, 05:59 PM
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Decision.

Okay. Probably I should keep this to myself. This case is my secret. I'd guard it even from friends. I don't want headlines about it in my class. I'd already. had enough with T. .

03 August 2015, 05:14 PM
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Decision.

Okay. Probably I should keep this to myself. This case is my secret. I'd guard it even from friends. I don't want headlines about it in my class. I'd already. had enough with T. .

03 August 2015, 05:14 PM
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its a trap.

I have no idea what's up with my little heart. All these teenage hormones must have to do something with it. One second I have a crush for this guy and the other second I completely fall for some other. I cant even take this anymore. My infatuation level has gone to an all new crazy level. Let me tell you the storylines. Sometime back my friend showed me this guy who was kinda cute. I totally denied this fact, idek why, saying that he's younger to this which he probably isn't and ignored at t...

03 August 2015, 05:12 PM
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it is not complicated.

Life isn't as complicated as people make it sound. It's simple. Very much. The moment you start doing things because you want to and not because others want you to, you'll realise it's simplicity and beauty.

02 August 2015, 06:06 PM
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a day for friends.

I don't want 100 people people talking good about me. I want 10 talking true about me. What's on their mind. What they think about me. Even thought it hurts. I'd prefer this. I don't like sugar-coats and sweet stuff, I'd like b I tter truth. It's more satisfying.

02 August 2015, 06:04 PM
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Two books.

I have two books-one is distinctively thicker than the other. In one book, the thin one, I record my thoughts, what I think about myself. The other one, I write what people think about myself, what I heard from others, my friends about friends about people and others. Ii write in keep it aside. I have never read anything from it. Never. Its the thin one I read.

02 August 2015, 05:50 PM
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about

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself." -Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis I want to write a book. Sing a song. Act in a movie. Get big. Get famous. Go to a college. Own a house. Travel the world. Go to an art school. Sell my works. Find my soulmate. Fall in love. Be a better person. Help people. Enjoy the little things.Most importantly, be happy. Ambique- that's my brand name and I do not sell anything. . ...

31 July 2015, 07:37 AM
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Melanie Martinez

Do you know about this singer? She sings so beautifully. I love her style so much! She always has her hair half died in different colours. How unique is that! How many people have the guts to do that without giving a fuck about getting judged? Her songs are as beautiful as her and unique. Idk why she isn't that famous. She's more talented than Selena Gomez or Kim kardashian or kylie jenner. It's the looks and skin that sells now *sighs* .

27 July 2015, 05:19 PM
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Unsatisfaction.

I actually wrote an entire page of fangirling shit yesterday but I you look at it now it's just two lines. I did realise it yesterday after posting but was too annoyed to write it again. I do not even have any idea what happened to the rest of the writing. Anyways, I've been so unsatisfied with my art lately. I don't know why but whatever I'm drawing doesn't look good and appealing to mw. I start everything with so much enthusiasm and it's gone in seconds and all I'm doing is rushing to get i...

21 July 2015, 06:34 PM
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Fluttering India

I just watched KBS 'Exciting India' and damn they all were so cute

20 July 2015, 06:09 PM
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Crushes.

I always knew crushes were stupid. I have no idea I believed in him when I knew my attraction wouldn't last long. No surprise, I'm already over him. What's even more crazy is that I'm already obsessing over this knew guy whom I just saw yesterday and I have no clue who he is and what is his name. I'm going crazy over him and I just saw him twice in my entire life. I hate crushes. They distract you so much. What am I supposed to do? Talk to that new guy or wait till my obsession is over alread...

19 July 2015, 03:12 PM
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Crushes.

I always knew crushes were stupid. I have no idea I believed in him when I knew my attraction wouldn't last long. No surprise, I'm already over him. What's even more crazy is that I'm already obsessing over this knew guy whom I just saw yesterday and I have no clue who he is and what is his name. I'm going crazy over him and I just saw him twice in my entire life. I hate crushes. They distract you so much. What am I supposed to do? Talk to that new guy or wait till my obsession is over alread...

19 July 2015, 03:12 PM
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The weird dream.

I don't know what place I was setup but it included everyone from my coaching classes but what's weird is that we were not studying. The people were the same except it wasn't a class but a house party or something because people were watching movies, playing, eating and stuff. There was a group of these"punk rock" girls with their hair dyed and cut short with those blingy clothes. I was looking for him and trying to gather any information about him when my friend told me she spotted his frien...

05 July 2015, 04:51 PM
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Friends?

I don't even know what to do next? I feel like in stuck in the middle of the sea or something because there seems no way out. I'm stuck in an ugly position where I think if I talk to him after that it would look I'm clinged to him because he doesn't want to talk to me( I assume) because he rarely did even before. I don't know what to do next. I want to be friends with him. Earlier in the morning today, I had this weird dream. .

05 July 2015, 04:39 PM
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Time.

It scares me a lot thinking about how much my life is going to change in less than a year. I feel like there is so little of time for all the things I want to do. My coaching classes end at the November of this year. This means that'd be the last I'd see of him and the last he'dsee of me. I still have done nothing. I still need to find out what he thinks about me. I still have to become friends with him. I still have to figure out what I want to do after school ends. I still have a lot to pla...

01 July 2015, 07:29 AM
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