so it's my first day of school yay!!! Who am I kidding.. I'm not excited and I still feel the pillows and bed in my head.. *sighs* I have few lazy moments and just wanna share my dilemma.
I feel so sad that I have to always think negative and feel bad about every little detail. I wanna have the patience so that I can move on with more positive outlook. It's just sometimes I hate myself for doing that. Today is just an awful day.
Sometimes because of persistence of trying to prove a point ... you end up hurting someone else and you just don't realize it yet because of pride...
What a Day
Dear diary, today feels like an endless exhaustion. I feel very much disappointed about not getting my final examination, not able to talk to my prof to get some advice and to top all that, I was told by the secretary of dean's office that I should really try to comeback and take chances on Monday and guess what? There's no guarantee that I will see any of my prof on that day and I kinda live far from uni like one and a half hours of travel. I just wanna sleep after all this and just move on....
Okay I woke up late and my head hurts but thanks be to God for another life and another day. It's so good to feel the sunshine and hear birds every morning coz it makes you feel alive plus i don't have a class today and that's a bonus :D
earth to me
I get easily irritated by some people who only knows how to pull you down and can still smile after making you feel like a crap... I feel agitated and mad like really mad, so this is where my patience is being tested I guess lol. I just don't appreciate people who works for applause, who strives to make their presence noticed.. what the heck! Do things coz you like it. Express things coz you feel like it. one of my mottos :)
a lil treat
took a long time to finish it but when you really like what you do you just don't care! how much time wasted or how sore your finger is. Heck it was a whole lot of fun. Just like what mah life is,enjoy things even when U have problems :)
I have so many dreams and of course I want all of them to come true so I always tell myself that nothings goin' to happen if I just sit back and stare ... move it will you? reach for that awesome shiny lil star alil futuristic tho :p