Gravity

I love this song by Sara Bareilles. "Gravity" Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long. No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain. [CHORUS:] Set me free, Leave me be. I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on...

23 June 2014, 04:07 AM
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Chasing Pavements

Sometimes I wonder if I should give up cuz Brian doesn't even know I'm alive. Im so traditional that I want him to make the first move. This song by Adele so fits the description on what's going on and what I'm grappling with. I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further This ain't lust, I know this is love But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough 'Cause it was not said to you And that's exactly what I need to do if I'm in...

24 May 2014, 03:09 AM
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Dream of Bliss

Had a dream a couple of days ago and Brian. It was regarding my ATM card and for some reason it didn't work anymore and I had to call the bank or something rather and he was sitting beside me - in front of me. Somehow I almost accidently kissed him and I retracted. Anyhow, then I started to comb my hand through my hair and he started to touch my hair and he then leaned over and we kissed. I felt the warmth rush through me and I awoke feeling like OMG...did that just happen. OMG, I am tot...

17 May 2014, 07:28 PM
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More than Words can Say

Lyrics by Alias Here I am at six o'clock in the morning Still thinking about you It's still hard, at six o'clock in the morning To sleep without you And I know that it might Seem too late for love All I know I need you now More than words can say I need you now I've got to find a way I need you now Before I lose my mind I need you now Here I am, I'm looking out my window I'm dreaming about you Can't let you go, at six o'clcok in the morning I feel you beside me And I know that it might S...

11 May 2014, 02:24 AM
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I'm Crazy for You

Lyrics by Madonna Swaying room as the music starts Strangers making the most of the dark Two by two their bodies become one I see you through the smokey air Can't you feel the weight of my stare You're so close but still a world away What I'm dying to say, is that [Chorus:] I'm crazy for you Touch me once and you'll know it's true I never wanted anyone like this It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss I'm crazy for you, crazy for you Trying hard to control my heart I walk over to w...

11 May 2014, 02:22 AM
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If I'm not in Love with You

Lyrics by Kathy Troccoli If I'm not in love with you What is this I'm going through tonight And if this heart is lying then What should I believe in Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you baby Why else to I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you And if I don't need your touch Why do I miss you so much tonight If it's just infatuation Then why is my heart achin' To hold you forever Give a part of me I thought I'd never Give again to someone I could lose If I'm not in love wi...

10 May 2014, 03:51 AM
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If You're not the One

Lyrics by: Daniel Bedding field If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I'll never know what the future brings But I know you're here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I...

10 May 2014, 03:42 AM
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Totally Obsessed

Am totally obsessed with talking to him. This week we have messaged each other so much it's insane. At first I didn't want to jinx it but OMG, he's been writing back and joking. I think I'm love but I know I can't. It's not in the cards for us at the moment even though we click so well. I don't know what our future holds but I hope that it will be promising. ^_^ I hate the fact that I have a thing for guys with blue eyes. I just melt. Why do I go weak in the knees...

07 May 2014, 10:12 PM
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Hand in Hand

Still can't forget the day that his hand touched mine by accident when I helped him check out his books. I felt this warm come over me. It was an amazing feeling and I just felt like I wanted to interwine my fingers with his...

07 May 2014, 10:02 PM
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Heart Attack

I love this song from Demi Lovato. It totally depicts how I feel about Brian. I have to totally stop thinking of him. Puttin’ my defences up ‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love If I ever did that I think I’d have a heart attack Never put my love out on the line Never said yes to the right guy Never had trouble getting what I want But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough When I don’t care I can play ‘em like a Ken doll Won’t wash my hair Then make 'em bounce like a basketball But yo...

07 May 2014, 01:14 AM
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Butterflies in My Stomach

Is this what it means to be in love with someone? I get weak in the knees and have butterflies in my stomach every time he's around. I get tongue tied and I can't seem to speak. I never thought that anyone could have this type of impact on me but he does. I have no idea why...but I feel this connection with him that I cannot explain. I never want him to know how he makes me feel as if he didn't feel the same way about me as I do about him, I would die. Well not literally of course...fig...

04 May 2014, 03:01 AM
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